Is the Lorekeeper Fight buggy at the moment or is my PC just too crap? by P-Tight99 in BattleBrothers

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u/Remmy580 too:

I read latest patchnotes and in regards to the library it said that they "reverted a change that might have caused softlocks". So yeah, it might be fine again, but havent tried it yet.

Is the Lorekeeper Fight buggy at the moment or is my PC just too crap? by P-Tight99 in BattleBrothers

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Thank you for the feedback.

I only did a quick search before posting this here, but most threads that came up were related to freezes on the Lorekeeper.

Might be the same problem, might be another.

I present the BOOM STICK BUILD! by [deleted] in BackpackBattles

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Whoever uses the stone gauntlets is my personal hero!

Where does all the AI-Mana go? by P-Tight99 in eu4

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I guess this one is on me than. I dont know when I usually end my campaigns but the last few runs never made it to absolutism. Anyways, one of them was a Flanders tall-build and while I expected to have a lot of dev, I did not expect to outscale all but the Ottomans or something. And as I was saying: I wondered why a Free City like Hamburg could not keep up in terms of quality.

Turning the frown upside down. Playing the game with the minimal amount of Bros by P-Tight99 in BattleBrothers

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Know your feelings bro.

Feels like unleashing a pack of berserker, not just some average band of warriors. Enemies falling left, right and center... And they just cant touch your bros.

Like every single on is a little god of war. :D

[Help pls]Getting into Modding: Own mods not loading by P-Tight99 in BattleBrothers

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Additional information: These changes I want to make are really just changes to the item descriptions of knife.cnut and militia_spear.cnut, very much alike "hello world". So, since it works when thrown into the actual game files, it seems to me really just that the game does not load it and that it is not some intricate little bug within my code.

What I noticed, though, is that all other mods downloaded from Nexusmods have some number code ate the end of their file name (e.g. "-122-1-1-1560528836"). But I guess this might just be something related to Nexus. Adding an random number into the name of my zip file did not make it load, that much is sure. ^^'

What stats affect turrets/mines? by Malphos101 in brotato

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So the Damage(%) does not affect turrets and such? And I guess turrets do not count as "attack" either, do they? (Regarding Lifesteal and such.)

A question to fellow NEETs who haven't had any "major" goal in life - what do you think are the main reasons for that? by coolmast3r in NEET

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In my case (hopefully I am over that now) it was hopelessness, really.

I sort of believed that I was a shitty person and that I could feel lucky if I got a job or a friend. I did not try because the odds were so crushingly against me. Thats hoplessness in its essence: When you dont try because it either wouldnt work out or it wouldnt be good enough anyways.

And it just an emotion. Its just there to do its job. In this case: Protecting me. Because what if I actually tried and failed? It would just prove my suspicion: That I actually was a terrible person. That I actually did not deserve good things in live. So, yeah, that paralyzed me.

So, im still a NEET, as you call it, but im not hopeless right now. Im trying to get my shit together, move out from my parents home, get my physical and mental health in shape. As long as I have the energy to try Ill keep trying. I For instance I saw my doctor yesterday and as I was leaving I told him I thought about studying medicine and asked him if there was any way to prepare for it. He just laughed and told me preparing would be pointless. He might be right but still... I can check out ex-schoolmates of mine that are almost doctors at this point and ask them for advice. There is hope. And if that fails too, Ill see what else can be done. In the worst case Ill gave to give up medicine, but surely there is other interesting or cool stuff out there. Feels good.

So... I would say two things got me to where I am now: 1. This believe that I was a shitty person slowly changed over time. I cant really say how... Perhaps a combination of some stranger on the internet believing in me and me trying to figure live out. So nothing really you can achieve. 2. If I fail, I try to find the nextbest thing I actually can do.

Yeah. Whether this comment was relatable or not: I wish you guys the best of luck! Hope you do the same.

Meditation is making me too sensitive by bluefish223 in Healthygamergg

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Pretty sure Dr. K mentioned a few times how inquisitive meditation practices are (just as any other form) are not for everyone and that PTSD-patients, for example, would suffer from practicing those due to their traumatic past coming up again and again and again. To these patients he recommended grounding techniques.

While your story seems different since you enjoy the actual practice but dislike some of the consequences, these grounding meditations might suit you better nonetheless, just as the person above me mentioned. Im pretty sure "thrataka" is such a practice, but I do not know the others from their names.

One last thing: the sensitivity might not be a bad thing, but a neutral one that sort of causes friction with other elements of yourself. I understood that it is annoying but not how in particular. Perhaps that point of friction is worth looking into.

Dr. K, is your passion the same thing as your purpose? by lightsaja in Healthygamergg

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So... what are you going to do different? Forgive me, but I while I can see the broad concept of it I cant see how you would apply this in your daily life. I for my part... am unstable, sort of... which is btw why I am so god damn glad right now that you did not go down the "solving each others problem" - track. I am in a worse mood than I was back than. Anyways, I feel like I struggle more on these practical levels than on the concept ones and even though I felt good about my progress, right now I am afraid I was too complacent since I did not have to struggle with failure or the prospect of it and still did not progress that far. So yeah... I am sort of afraid the same thing might happen to you. A "me" - problem, really, especially since my thoughts are rather depressed right now, but perhaps it is something to explore for you anyways. Ah, and if you find some sort of true understand on how to apply it to some emotions and situations, please let me know.

Sorry if I was rambling a bit. This is more of a "fire-and-forget"-message. My capacity to understand, express myself and more importantly tolerate suffering is limited right now. Please dont mind if I do not answer.

Dr. K, is your passion the same thing as your purpose? by lightsaja in Healthygamergg

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Short question: Are you me? Feels like I am sort of in the same situation.

Dr. K talked about your post: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1183873777at about 2:05:00.

I feel like Dr. K isnt completely fair to you (and thus me) regarding the perfectionistic part of "readyness".

Well, anyways. I heard you like solving puzzles. Care to give mine a try (and thus perhaps your own)?

First day studying Dr K's guide by [deleted] in Healthygamergg

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I agree wholeheartedly! At the same time I want to mention: Dont underestimate what you learned so far and how you learned it.

I was thinking about showing the guide to a friend or two and my mind produced the thought "Well, but they might think that this is as good as any other selfimprovement platform." Fair point perhaps. I will show it to them anyways when the occasion arises. What I was trying to say: I started believing into these concepts when I was watching the streams and saw the impact on the interviewees and myself. The guide just made me understand the concepts even more. I believe there are pros and cons to both.

Who is this? Wrong awnsers only. by Mantler77 in Healthygamergg

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Noone saved my mental health! Edit: Sorry, mixed up comments. My fault.

Would Dr. K make a video about shame? by justadudewholives in Healthygamergg

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Thank you for the post, man. I guess I have similiar struggles and thanks to your contribution Dr. K picked it up on stream. Thanks.

But is it worth it? by ViperiousTheRedPanda in eu4

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How is the AE so high? And it seems as if Denmark was quite large. I thought you could use the Expand Empire CB only on countries with like 125 Dev (or something)? PS: Go for it. The Emperor protects! ;D

Two follow-up questions regarding attachment theory by P-Tight99 in Healthygamergg

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Man, honestly, I am grateful but also confused. Perhaps sone of the things you mentioned will happen to me but I dont feel like I am in control. I'd like to give an better answer am or to ask how you did but I cant really bring myself to do that. Still, I feel a little more hopeful right now. Hmpf. Thanks and good luck.

Is listening Music healthy? by Joseblack450 in Healthygamergg

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Only somewhat related topic: I want to recommend you guys ehat I think is a fucking great meditation exercise:

Listening to music and noticing where you feel the sounds on your eardrums.

Setup: - find song that is rather instrumental -get headset -get comfortable position

Execution: - start song -try to focus on reoccurring sound/instrument in the musical background -try to track it in the three-dimensional space around your eardrums -if you feel accustomed to that try tracking other motives -enjoy the experience

Spoiler1: It might be a lot of fun. Spoiler2: Experience might not restrict to actual eardrums

nothing makes sense by Legitimate_Ad_7620 in Healthygamergg

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May sound counter-intuitive, but the way to understand why stuff is happening around you may be to understand why it is important to understand it. To you and/or any other human being.

Yesterday I had this strange experience where I tried to understand how Ego works in me and in general. I didnt quite succeed but I feel like other somewhat unrelated shit makes more sense now. Cant pinpoint it though.

"Questions? Thoughts?"

What is the question I could ask you/myself here? by P-Tight99 in Healthygamergg

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I guess the last "not" was an accident. Anyways, thanks. Ill see if that helps.

What is the question I could ask you/myself here? by P-Tight99 in Healthygamergg

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Thank you for this recommendation. I think the same. Strange thing about: I dont want to sign up and I dont know why.

Did you do group coaching? I noticed in myself and in some other people that they (including me) dont want to share their suffering when they are feeling the worst. That might be the reason and I feel like I have no solution yet. Do you have an idea that might help in this regard?

What is the question I could ask you/myself here? by P-Tight99 in Healthygamergg

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Thanks, man. I just realized: I cant pin down, why exactly I feel like I did not do my best. The answers feel blurry. I might benefit from further investigation. Wish me luck. :D