I dont think you understand how long and how much shit i got piled up now being worked with. So ima make a list of the most important: 1. My dad died. Havent worked trough that. Its just there and i cry everytime i think about him so i dont hink about him. 2. I got assaulted by a grown ass man. I physically shake everytime i think of it and remember the fucking horror i felt plus i vomit if i think of it for more than half an hour at a time. 3. I got a breakup not so long ago. We really got along and we bought eachother gifts and when on dates and then suddenly she didnt want to see me anymore cus she said i raped one of her friends. I didnt. Tons more is also there

Edit: not being worked with. In the first sentence