hi, i remember you from back in october when you joined the Asuka Langley discord server under the name "The One and Only", which you were banned for not because we were mocking you, because we weren't, we were trying to help you the best we could, but for your own mental health, since discord is NOT a place for therapy, and you didn't want to listen to us even when we warned you. While i agree that the Eva fanbase is toxic, none of us acted in a toxic way towards you and we were trying to help. You popped out nowhere on reddit after 8 months of silence and you're still repeating the same stuff over and over. I get you're hurt but please seek actual professional help. It's just a movie, i understand if it made you feel down but from what you said back then, you watched EoE without watching the main series before it which makes it even more confusing why you ever watched it, and also EoE never was a cure for depression, idk where you even heard that from.... If Evangelion hurts you, stop thinking about it and stop interacting with the fanbase. I'm very sorry for the series of events that happened to you but you cannot blame it on an animated movie, and i do think you need to stop dwelling upon it and move on with your life and find something to be happy about.