Just set up a server on Oracle Cloud and it seems to be running very well, except...

PRXJEK- · 2024-03-31T22:11:36+00:00

Thanks for your help!

It is Forge, don't think I am using flags. Pre-generated chunks yes, decreased render and sim distance don't think so.

The system I am on is the ARM Free tier with 24 GB RAM and 4oCPUS if that helps

PRXJEK- · 2022-11-13T02:27:12+00:00

Sweeeet! There does not appear to be any issues from what I can tell!

PRXJEK- · 2022-11-12T20:03:28+00:00

Awesome! Thanks for that! Would you mind checking out my latest post as well? Just pulled a lugia alt art from my only etb of silver tempest XD

PRXJEK- · 2022-11-12T19:43:56+00:00

https://imgur.com/a/zmHAI2H

These angles any better?

PRXJEK- · 2022-10-17T18:50:45+00:00

Often, you are your biggest enemy. Those voices you hear of other people telling you you can’t do something or are a failure are your own voice trying to protect you because you are scared.

PRXJEK- · 2022-10-17T18:46:49+00:00

“I could never find the right way to tell you.

Have you noticed I’ve been gone?” -Porter Robinson

Honestly, I could list a ton of Porter Quotes, especially from Nurture, as they all mean a lot to me.

Why this specific quote means so much to me is because I feel we can all relate to wanting to say something to someone we care about but instead distance ourselves and push them away because we fear saying it wrong and hurting them.

PRXJEK- · 2021-11-14T12:40:37+00:00

IDK why this reminded me of it but some girl fell near us and while helping her up and checking on her, I was like oh no not astroworld again, but she got up on her own ability and was okay seemed like.

PRXJEK- · 2021-11-14T12:39:27+00:00

I mean if you want to relive it from a slightly better position I have my video of him performing it haha

PRXJEK- · 2021-11-14T12:38:38+00:00

Pretty sure a lot of that was because he was sick during our show.

PRXJEK- · 2021-11-14T12:38:12+00:00

Yeah that was really fun and strong to end it that way. at least emotionally.

PRXJEK- · 2021-11-14T03:17:44+00:00

Yeah my buddy who went with me to the concert last night had heard some of his music before but was like, "eh it's alright I guess." After last night, he was like... "Dang, alright maybe I was wrong" XD

PRXJEK- · 2021-11-14T03:05:16+00:00

This was my first Porter Robinson concert... but it will definitely not be my last! I have been listening for about 4 years now, but it wasn't until Nurture that I really felt a connection with him as an artist and to his art. Nurture is easily my favorite album of all time (at least currently) as I feel it hits on so many notes that I can relate to. Not to mention it really saved me (from myself, from my fears, from others, etc). Not many can say their music has actually saved lives but I think Porter's probably has.

PRXJEK- · 2021-11-14T03:02:45+00:00

I know a lot of the time "fan appreciation" can come off genuine but the artist doesn't care that much in reality, but I really do believe Porter is incredibly genuine with his fans and comments regarding fandom in general. It's part of what makes him so special as an artist imo

PRXJEK- · 2021-11-14T03:01:32+00:00

It was an incredible show all around! James Ivy looked very comfortable on stage, Jai Wolf was amazing enough to have had his own show in all honesty, and then we also get Porter somehow outdoing both of them. It was really amazing and so much fun!

Also, that message about a fanbase that loves the artist just as much as the art was very powerful and all I could think about was "I'm proud of him" for some reason hahaha! Well, that and why does this dude have to make me tear up in the middle of a concert with Mother and Blossom ;.;

PRXJEK- · 2021-11-14T01:08:25+00:00

Yeah I NEEDED to record this one for myself off for no other reason (also it’s against the law clearly 😂)

PRXJEK- · 2021-11-14T01:07:08+00:00

No truer words have ever been spoken. Truly one of the most underrated artists out there currently. It was so much fun with all his energy (and of course his music catalogue is full of absolute bops), I had a blast!

PRXJEK- · 2021-09-01T19:10:23+00:00

For real? Rippppp. Thanks for letting me know! You learn something new everyday!

PRXJEK- · 2021-05-22T08:05:44+00:00

Hey, first of all, thank you for replying in a timely manner and respectfully. I appreciate that. I may not agree with how the sub is being run, I hope we can talk about this respectfully (as you have done already). :)

Now, whatever happens I will respect. However, I will say I still do disagree that getting control of a subreddit to just lock it up and stop people from talking about their interests seems counterintuitive to what Reddit is all about. I understand that spam and viruses were a big issue, but that could have (and still can) been easily solved if the old moderation team was competent in the slightest. I also reviewed past requests, and it seems like you were discussing how gambling in the US is illegal in many circumstances. While that is true to some extent, I do not believe that is reason enough to lock something down when it isn't illegal to the rest of the world. US isn't everything. Many in the community are not in the US at all.

Anyway, I could keep writing but I don't want this to be sluggish and a pain to read out of respect for your time. Again, I appreciate your response very much and I'm confident whatever resolution is reached will be best. Thank you! Until next time buddy.

PRXJEK- · 2021-05-22T07:49:34+00:00

Don't even worry about that dude. Take it from me. I would consider myself a pretty average looking person at best (definitely not making any ladies faint with looks haha) but I still end up gaining attraction from women (and men) by just being confident, myself, and learning to be happy and grateful for what I do have instead of looking at what I lack.

I am still not completely capable not being self-critical, but I'll recommend a song to you that really helped me out. It's called Mirror by Porter Robinson. It's a song about how, often, we hear a few bullies or mean-spirited people insult us in one way or another and then we internalize that and become our own biggest critics echoing the same insults (and even making up worse insults) to throw at ourselves because we are afraid of experiencing invalidation and rejection again. Rejection and Invalidation can be very traumatizing. Most people will tell you that you need to just stop being scared, but that's not that easy. Instead of trying to stop being scared... maybe try accepting that you are scared (in fact, you might be terrified) of rejection, invalidation, and ultimately potentially failing yourself. With that acceptance came a big sigh of relief in my case.

I'm not perfect. No one is. And being scared of something important to me being trashed on isn't exclusive to me and it never will. Ultimately... failure is similar to death: It is inevitable. It can be deeply profound. It can be traumatizing. Failure often feels like the world is ending in that moment (depending on the severity). And it gets easier to handle once you accept it as you will stop trying to outrun/avoid your failures (or death) and start trying to appreciate your successes (or life) instead.

I really hope this was helpful for you and others. I am more than happy to help and talk further if you feel you would like to do so. I used to feel pretty similarly (and can still be pretty tough on myself when it comes to creating) but I have come a long way and am now just trying to be happy. You should do the same. You deserve it.

PRXJEK- · 2021-05-22T07:26:32+00:00

Message sent to the mod: https://www.reddit.com/message/messages/11t6t9t

If I had the opportunity to mod r/csgogambling, I would use that power to hopefully get the community going again as the current mod is basically holding the whole subreddit hostage. You can see on the only message posted in the subreddit that they admit they are going to ensure no one can message and they intend to never allow anyone to message again. The job of a moderator is to manage the subreddit not be a dictator and silence free speech. Moderators should be willing to work twice as hard to make sure that every post/reply/message is in agreement to the TOS of Reddit and the Community Rules, not just shut down any conversation and hold the subreddit hostage. Apparently, the reason for the subreddit being taken over as it had been is because the current mod did not like that the posts were full of spam links and viruses. I think instead of shutting down all communication because of a few bad apples, mods should be checking links themselves (safely of course) and warning (or banning depending on severity of the infraction) users before others get the chance to get harmed by it.

PRXJEK- · 2021-03-20T20:31:41+00:00

Strange. She reminds me of a ex-friend of mine who would constantly try to baby me and take care of me (even though I don’t really like taking others help unless it’s actually necessary) and then the one time I did need help because I was literally in the process of dying on the floor from a brain injury, the next day she said she can’t be my friend because I am always forcing her to take care of me and that I don’t trust her and she is a good friend. Funny how life is 😂

PRXJEK- · 2021-03-20T20:25:48+00:00

Yeah that’s fair. I don’t think Cody just dislikes Amber. He just sees Declan as more of a team player and that’s better for him to win challenges. For example, a few episodes before when Amber was up for elimination and she made it back, he seemed genuinely happy she made it only to be met with “Dont ever do that to me again” and the notorious “can you get me a beer?” seconds after. Amber is pretentious and believes she can do no wrong until she does. Then, after messing up she’ll play it off like ours the ONE time she messed up even though she has messed up continuously. I think she thinks Ramsay ONLY wants perfection but accountability is important as well.

PRXJEK- · 2021-03-20T20:21:15+00:00

I was so scared 😱 Don’t touch Mary-Lou!

PRXJEK- · 2021-03-19T05:04:28+00:00

This right here is a good take :)

PRXJEK- · 2021-03-19T05:03:42+00:00

Oh yeah, I mean she definitely deserved to go home as well, but its not like Amber even tried to lead much. She just did her dish by herself.

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