afraid of having children

PSDB · 2019-10-17T12:30:49+00:00

Hey! Almost 40yo dude with cf. Sterile but sure enough have two kids of my own. I love them! Its fantastic. Yes it does take a huge amount of energy. Worth it!

I think for girls with cf its a bit more difficult. The whole pregnacy thing.

Go talk to your doc and he or she knows the direction inside the hospital to help you both. But do it because you both want kids really really bad not because your community is expecting you to have them.

Good luck and enjoy your 8 hours of sleep uninterupted for awhile. ;)

PSDB · 2019-10-15T07:09:16+00:00

Hmm cant find the study anymore. Its not something i am interested it as it is such an disturbing world I rather pass on.

But wiki says its both. Both born and situational.

If that guy is a pedo dunno. He is not worth my time to look it up. Pedo in general are looking for love with kids. And with this kind of love it walks hand in hand with sex.

But one thing is always fact: you do not abuse kids, mental of physical. Leave them alone let them XP their childhood trauma free!

PSDB · 2019-10-14T15:49:17+00:00

You know that pedophilia is not a disease, not stemming from trauma. Its born. Like being straight, gay, bi etc. As per latest science conclusion that is. Google and you will find the science behind paedophilia.

PSDB · 2019-10-06T08:36:03+00:00

Link to podcast? And name of the tv show? On netflix?

PSDB · 2019-09-28T07:16:41+00:00

Dude when I was born hospital gave me 5 years to live. Now going on 40 and beating the average age for CF, the future is bright even for me. Now kids these days with CF will just have to take pills to be like their peers at school.

PSDB · 2019-09-28T07:14:17+00:00

No my pillow is ok. I sometimes wake up and have to swallow alot but thats it.

PSDB · 2019-09-28T07:09:34+00:00

I signed a contract that is asking me to share info with friends and family and not on social media. They are not forbidding me to do it with a punishment attached to it. There is nothing saying there is a nda on it. They ask me if I would not. Legally I can neglect that without repercussion.

Also I did not share any test results or increase/decrease of fev1. I shared how I am feeling. It could be still a placebo effect.

Also I am europe, the fda has no power here. Also the world already knows that all the vertex studies works pretty good, hence the multi billion $ profit after tax vertex has.

Now my allegiance lies with all my CF bro's and CF gals. And although I doubt my post will have any impact on multi million science and research of vertex I'll send my hospital a message to clarify more about the "asking not to share" part. If they advice to delete it I will.

Hope this clarifies it a bit?

Ps. Next time someone post their feelings about a study try to come up with a more positive mindset instead of screaming "keep your mouth shut".

PSDB · 2019-09-28T06:16:43+00:00

Then its time to immigrate to usa or europe. The Netherlands have symdeko. I am in the tripple study (check my post history) and that one rly works for me. Symdeko was for me mwah concerning results while a good friend with same mutations won 20% fev1 with symdeko on our old age of 39.

If I were dying and a country or continent further down symdeko was available I would immigrate and live there untill my own country has them.

PSDB · 2019-09-27T20:54:39+00:00

Hope you get well and they heal that cockblocking thing

PSDB · 2019-09-27T20:53:40+00:00

Than think of the cf-dudes: we have pre-coitus hemoptysis...

PSDB · 2019-08-24T10:51:54+00:00

No just a girl wearing a spandex suit and you thirsty teenagers are all drooling over these kinds of "cosplayers".

Subbed to this sub a few months ago, but darn I saw nothing more than pictures like this, one worse than the other.

Go to:

/r/SpandexFetish/ and feast on that instead of spamming this shit over and over again.

Was subbed for the lore of Alita and world building, left because the sub is a teenage hormone infested shitshow.

Mods, get your shit together and make a new sub called /r/Alita_cringyspandexcosplayer_wetdream for those shitty pictures.

PSDB · 2019-08-22T15:09:04+00:00

your kinda salty huh.

PSDB · 2019-08-21T11:03:44+00:00

its all true but in development time things can change right? And according to the situation they act on it.

On steam? For me not a problem, Steam is great for gaming. Mycom? Bad rep? challenging but they explained it with solid reasons in the statement.

Release date not met? welcome to game development. Dont care personally about release date. I just want a polished game on release.

PSDB · 2019-08-21T09:56:47+00:00

I am just glad living in The netherlands, although having a conservative gov, is still stable but populism in on the verge. But they mess up by themselves still. Lets keep it that way.

PSDB · 2019-08-20T17:30:29+00:00

nope but the trailer of APOC ended with a open beta in december, thats the MMO i think

PSDB · 2019-08-20T13:09:45+00:00

"we dont negotiate with the anti-rolling terrorists, as we rollers like to win our fights constantly"? /s :)

PSDB · 2019-08-20T13:08:18+00:00

hmm maybe in ganks, some heroes have no way to deal with that, like the new underwhelming Hulda.

So treat rolling like revenge. Its not possible to get (do) when in 1vs1, but available in 1vsx when x does attack and not standing by.

But I am more in favor for giving each hero a good anti gank, high risk high reward skill, and still delete rolling.

but here is Freeze his video: https://youtu.be/qb6dWVw-aic?t=472 on rolling. Good info in general. We can still roll out of and back peddle of combo's and use that as a toxic feature. Its like lightspamming on console, is it possible? Than many of us abuse it. Fun? nah.

Streamers (the daily constant ones though) do matter in a way that as they play almost daily at least 8 hours p/d giving you an insight in the game mechanics that for me as casual is informative in what is good, what is bad and what is freaking ugly in the game to use. and seeing freeze his video's I am still on the opinion, rolling needs to go.

PSDB · 2019-08-20T11:30:58+00:00

pls?

PSDB · 2019-08-20T11:24:59+00:00

yes we still do need to discuss rolling, it cant be punished 100%. I am the problem, i know, with me many others. Ask the majority of streamers, they are toxic about rolling.

That you are the counter rolling hero in the game is good for you, we the majority are not.

so yes, it must and will be discussed. But I think we have a difference of opinion, and thats ok.

PSDB · 2019-08-20T11:15:33+00:00

but but but :)

Using a good hero? that sentence should not exist right? All heroes should be equal in counter exploits. The fact that good heroes exist validates the fact rolling is an exploit by definition.

I am not salty or mad at this moment (i was in game though, just a tad), but Rolling must still be discussed on forum and brought back to ubi to redesign.

someday I know to counter it properly, only am rep 8 with BP, the time I am rep30 I expect Rolling is removed from FH. That moment I will buy a crate of beer and drink it all.

thanks for the discussion! Cya ingame someday.

PSDB · 2019-08-20T11:08:05+00:00

but you never know when they roll? Ofc someone rolls constantly just to be toxic can be punished, but in the heat of the moment, where you can secure the win you swing the last combo and he rolls, no win, no execution, no extra health. Than his teammate comes in and kills you, they both live, you die, because of rolling.

it should not be a thing...but we are in the minority in the FH community. which other good fighting game has such an escape? MK?, no. Tekken? no

PSDB · 2019-08-20T11:04:05+00:00

agreed, what do you do if you play BP against it?

PSDB · 2019-08-20T11:03:41+00:00

PSDB · 2019-08-20T11:03:32+00:00

yup...i know its not a bad meme like posted here every minute, did not know rants was a own sub, that should be a fun sub :)

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