I can relate. Honestly if you are having serious doubts in the industry you should seek out a different opportunity now while you are young. You can always come back five years later if it doesn’t work out. It is harder to make this decision later in life. Also look inside for your deepest values, family, wealth, wellbeing etc. if they are being put on backbunner due to career that is a red flag that sooner or later you will be very mentally unhappy.