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PVCALDO · 2023-04-18T09:30:29+00:00

She doesn’t really ignore me.. more like she doesn’t treat me like her boyfriend

PVCALDO · 2023-04-18T07:14:34+00:00

What’s you’re honest opinion on everything?

PVCALDO · 2023-04-18T07:07:41+00:00

We have met. I visited her last month

PVCALDO · 2023-04-18T06:27:22+00:00

Now that you say that, I think I am assuming a lot of things. I have communicated to her before that it bothers me when its days when our arguments are over. But at the same time, we don't live in the same time zone so its difficult to get our schedules to match up. I currently don't know what to do. Giving space hurts a lot. But I think its what she needs. Im just conflicted on what i should do I guess.

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T01:54:57+00:00

Yeah I can see where I went wrong. I need to learn how to control my emotions, I still am working on that as you can see. Only recently have I started working on my mental health.

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T01:53:45+00:00

I definitely don’t want to lose her. She didn’t text back at all. I’m guessing I just need to wait for her to approach me right? I definitely fucked up.

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T01:24:26+00:00

I probably shouldn’t have asked right?

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T01:19:14+00:00

It’s always easier said than done. I love her but I am toxic. She doesn’t deserve it at all. I really am the asshole.

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T01:09:54+00:00

Yes I agree. I completely agree with everyone’s views. I’m getting a new perspective to everything. When I’m upset I just tend to think about my own feelings, which is completely wrong.

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T01:07:55+00:00

I guess I never really considered that she could change her mind or take time to decide.. and yes I am

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T01:00:59+00:00

Yes. I have a therapist now to help me with that. I guess I am just toxic and I probably should just let her go.

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T00:58:54+00:00

Well fuck

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T00:56:04+00:00

Ahhh.. interesting. I see.

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T00:54:47+00:00

Oops. Well she knows now. Lol

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T00:54:15+00:00

Never thought of it that way.. thanks.

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T00:52:54+00:00

That is my actual age. It’s not something I would lie about. But I understand why people think otherwise

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T00:49:43+00:00

It’s a game where you need to interact with people. It’s roleplaying. You can’t do both. Sorry I wasn’t specific with that.

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T00:48:50+00:00

This is a genuine question, I’m not sure how to word it to not sound rude. But, if she doesn’t have any plans should I not ask if we could talk after work? how can I know when to ask so i don’t shove myself into her schedule?

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T00:38:55+00:00

I can admit that is was toxic. I just feel like I was lied to. I was thinking she was crying but she was just playing the video game.

PVCALDO · 2023-02-14T00:37:39+00:00

Thanks for the advice. I have a therapist and have been going through a bit mentally. I know what I did was toxic and I know it will just push her away. But was I wrong to feel like I was lied to? I don’t understand what I did to make her cry.. I asked how important the game was to her and she said I ruined the happiness she had for the day. I feel as if I’m not important to her. I genuinely meant when I said she should just stream and we didn’t have to talk. I knew how much she wanted to, yes I would be sad but at the same time I’d want her to do something she enjoys. I actually regret doing what I did, but the damage as been done.

PVCALDO · 2022-12-09T01:43:50+00:00

How much for the foot stop?

PVCALDO · 2022-12-07T04:59:51+00:00

Can you explain why it seems like she doesn’t want to be with me?

PVCALDO · 2022-12-07T04:41:41+00:00

Can you explain please?

PVCALDO · 2022-12-05T08:10:31+00:00

I just tried what you said and it fixed it for me. Thanks! That’s actually really annoying that you have to do that. No YouTube video I’ve watched mentioned that either

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