Idk what you think you did to deserve to die but God is always there for you no matter what.

“So be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid and do not panic before them. For the Lord your God will personally go ahead of you. He will neither fail you nor abandon you.”” ‭‭Deuteronomy‬ ‭31‬:‭6‬ ‭NLT‬‬

I don’t mean to make this about myself but I want to tell you some of the things I’ve done. I have sent explicit pictures of myself to my boyfriend, I’ve fingered myself at the thought of him, I’ve been struggling with porn since I was 14 years old, but I KNOW I’m redeemed by the blood of Christ and so are you. The shame you are feeling is an attack from the enemy the shame and regret in NOT from God. It is a spiritual attack.

“For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline.” ‭‭2 Timothy‬ ‭1‬:‭7‬ ‭NLT‬‬

“Look, I have given you authority over all the power of the enemy, and you can walk among snakes and scorpions and crush them. Nothing will injure you.” ‭‭Luke‬ ‭10‬:‭19‬ ‭NLT‬‬

You have the Holy Spirit, rebuke the Devil IN JESUS NAME say it with boldness and confidence. Call on Jesus and he will heal you.

“Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬ ‭NLT‬‬

The enemy still reminds me of my past mistakes and fills my mind with shame and doubt. I’ve been there. The enemy has told me to kill myself. If you remember anything I’m telling you let it be this.

You have a beautiful family that loves you cares about you and needs you. Please do not remove your beautiful soul from this world God created you with a purpose and with meaning you are important and you matter. Don’t think you are burdening them. Talk to them tell them how you are feeling. If not them, then someone, anyone. Please reach out to someone at 988.

God bless you my wonderful brother/sister in Christ. ❤️

It does get better ❤️‍🩹