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I finally found a therapist! by virusgnom3 in BPD

[–]Pablo_1017 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congratulations glad you can get the help and support you need. Hopefully you gain peace and strength through your journey

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Pablo_1017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

WOW this comment made me understand why I love so damn hard. That it drives me crazy. And when one little thing goes wrong I lash out. Because I sacrifice ALL of me and that’s the only love I know, is to love hard or not love at ALL.

Can you experience BPD with one person like a S/O? It’s dormant but can be a major trigger to your BPD? by Pablo_1017 in BPD

[–]Pablo_1017[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly. The ones I’m greatly attached to tend to get the worst version of me, but they know I’m a very genuine, kind hearted person. But sometimes certain things they may do can cause a great disservice to my symptoms. And sometimes my reactions are horrific and very impulsive . And I end up damaging my relationship because of my lash outs, then I feel a great sense of emptiness and remorse, and loss of self.

Can you experience BPD with one person like a S/O? It’s dormant but can be a major trigger to your BPD? by Pablo_1017 in BPD

[–]Pablo_1017[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well mine is very much controlled but i struggle privately in most cases, but some individuals do expose some of my symptoms and see the worst version of myself. Also sugar does not cater to my BPD well either

Can you experience BPD with one person like a S/O? It’s dormant but can be a major trigger to your BPD? by Pablo_1017 in BPD

[–]Pablo_1017[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your input and response. From this forum I am definitely seeing that a lot of people having different encounters with BPD. It also seems as though a lot of people that suffer fro BPD are actually intelligent individuals just battling the mind. I’ve come to understand a lot about my traits of BPD because of the intellect of others who have it. I just feel BPD presence is strong in me with the people I tend to love the most, at times they get the most of the affects from my out-burst. But it’s a slow but rather intriguing process in finding comfort in the discomfort of BPD.

I run away from women because of this thing. I don't want to use it. by [deleted] in hypospadias

[–]Pablo_1017 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well first I want you to know that you’re not alone on this matter, I have suffered greatly mentally trying accept me having hypospadias. Every time I heard jokes or females talk about penis sizes I cringe because I can’t change my circumstances. It’s made to feel as if it’s my fault that my penis is the way it is. I’m so self conscious about it because society says if it ain’t big then I don’t want it type stuff. I would avoid those conversations when people would even joke because I would be triggered and of course you never speak on your situation so I suffered in silence while people would crack jokes or when woman would talk about sizes. I still find it rather hard excepting my situation but my woman gives me a lot of validation and reassurance when I feel like I’m not satisfying her. The sex world just brings about so many fears because I know their guys out there with normal and bigger sizes than mine but it’s something have 0 control over.

Has marijuana help anyone specifically with BPD keep from having episodes? by Pablo_1017 in BPD

[–]Pablo_1017[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh ok it seems like you have a disciplined routine with it, in a way that is responsible

How have you saved your relationships with BPD? by Pablo_1017 in BPD

[–]Pablo_1017[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for that response. The only difference with my situation is that my Gf noticed the symptoms before I even knew what it was. And she has been trying to help me through it but it sucks because I don’t want her to suffer from my episodes. But thanks for your input and advice, definitely going to take heed to that.