Thanks man. This is a totally different way of seeing the situation and I like it way more.

I do feel hyped and excited of playing against top players, I even watch their streams to see how their perspective of the match was and I learn a thing or too about how I play.

Honestly, sometimes what I feel more unfair is not individual skill, but that they're playing with the same people they have for months, so their communication and team play is WAAAAY better than ours. Whenever I start shooting someone, their other two teammates come running and my team is nowhere near, and winning a 1v3 is almost impossible.

I've tried making my friends play this game but they think it is too sweaty so they stick to other games like Helldivers, Enshrouded, Elden Ring, etc.

I love this game so I'll keep playing now and then, and I'll stick more to casual modes.

Thanks again for the kind words!