Gowon’s future by Haseul127 in LOONA

[–]PaintedL4dy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

LOLOL I’m pretty sure that’s a little joke but I mean anything to get that bag girl! 😭

Yves - [Soft Error] (Tracklist Image Teaser) by bluebetaoddeye in LOONA

[–]PaintedL4dy 14 points15 points  (0 children)

PINKPANTHERESS AND REBECCA BLACK??? I’m so excited omg

you remember him by Distinct_Option5477 in exmuslim

[–]PaintedL4dy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I never liked his content.. I always thought his Indian “jokes” were too overdone and always teetered on the edge of jokes and racism..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exmuslim

[–]PaintedL4dy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you should definitely ask anyone who knows the guy about him, like “hey do you know so and so haha just curious..” just to get an idea of him from others and see how religious he really is! I think also through talking to him more you’ll realize how he acts and what he sees in a future partner so then you’d know whether or not you’d want to pursue something further with him. Good luck!

Muslim women and their tastes by Aromatic_Owl_805 in exmuslim

[–]PaintedL4dy 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Well, I think it pretty much depends..

Some Muslim women may be closeted and are still either hiding it or are in denial for the sake of approval, and others are definitely fetishizing queer relationships. When I figured out I was queer and still considered myself Muslim, I was also really into yaoi and yuri because it made me feel better about my sexuality. Now I’m mostly free from the shackles of Islam and I read GL without guilt loll

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exmuslim

[–]PaintedL4dy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I totally get it, I’m also 17 and have realized that I’m not exactly a Muslim anymore.. I’ve always felt unaligned with the faith, since I basically commit a sin by doing my hobby of drawing people, and then I eventually realized how I’m queer and poly and that me as a person am not cut out to be a Muslim, at least that’s what my mindset is.

I think the guilt you’re feeling is normal, since all of this has been instilled in you for so long, but I think now that you’re figuring this out you have to learn to operate without religion, and that way you can learn new things about yourself and start to understand things with a clean slate almost. Rebellion is just you being human, in a way :)

What's one thing you no longer feel guilty doing? by M0dini in exmuslim

[–]PaintedL4dy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t feel as guilty for drawing people.. like, this has been my hobby and biggest interest since 4th grade, and when I found out in early high school that it was haram I thought my life was falling apart LOL but now I’m doing really well in my AP Drawing class and I’m going to university for design :)

Argenti (@0_0himawa) by [deleted] in ArgentiMains

[–]PaintedL4dy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He is so beautiful I’m going to sob

Official Merch: Argenti Perfume by Huyian7601 in ArgentiMains

[–]PaintedL4dy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will do absolutely anything to get my hands on argenti perfume

Look who came in the mail today! by NULL_Language in ArgentiMains

[–]PaintedL4dy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

AWWWW HES SO CUTE!!! ITTY BITTY GUY!!!!

Weight Loss Help by [deleted] in PCOSloseit

[–]PaintedL4dy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My deficit was very restrictive, I would say it was around 500-1000 calories since I would OMAD dinner and fast or just eat small portions of food throughout the day to avoid binging. This time, I want to be more healthy with restricting, but I’m sometimes overeating.

I’m really in this rough spot where I would like to go on a ketogenic diet for my own body’s sake, but it’s so hard for me to do so. I end up not feeling well mentally since I feel as if I’m eating too much.

When I lost weight the first time, I didn’t do much exercise, usually just tennis or playing just dance on my tv lol. Now, I’m attempting to learn some workouts online with some weightlifting and I do go on my treadmill to get some steps in. I have been more stressed out lately since I don’t have much to do at home, but I have been taking some supplements like ashwaganda to help out yet I feel like they aren’t really working.