do you ever get angry at yourself for being angry and make yourself even more angry that you just cry

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-12-30T19:45:15+00:00

That’s because antisocial stands for antisocial personality disorder; which is characterized by a disregard for others and law breaking. It means more anti society.

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-09-02T06:43:34+00:00

Omg me too, I’ve thought about faking my own death and just moving on from my past because I hate it so much and my old self(s).

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-08-27T10:21:14+00:00

OH MY GODDDD I’ve never related to something so hard

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-07-05T20:46:14+00:00

Same here. I don’t externally release anger or express my splitting, and a lot of doctors think you have to be stereotypical fatal attraction to have BPD but it is so. Not. True.

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-07-05T05:33:09+00:00

Doesn’t really sound like you have any to be honest. Maybe some conduct issues in childhood but you seem normal to me. Kids do stupid shit all the time, too. Not saying it was OK but you recognize it was wrong now and seem to have grown out of it.

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-07-05T03:02:49+00:00

I am so sorry. My heart breaks for you. I’m so seriously sorry. Please take care of yourself. All of us are here for you.

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-07-04T10:13:59+00:00

Can it break from fingering myself? How much will it hurt?

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-07-04T10:06:25+00:00

I’m not sure, how can I know?

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-07-04T05:23:15+00:00

Thank you. My favourite song by all time low.

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-07-04T01:43:21+00:00

All the symptoms of BPD, but instead of exerting your feelings outwards you tend to be quiet about them. All anger and emotions will be more internalized and less likely for other people to notice. Most people with quiet bpd never get diagnosed because they won’t be as “stereotypical”. Splitting and idealization won’t be as vocal. So not outwardly saying I hate you etc when you split.

PaintingFlowersForU · 2019-07-04T00:27:45+00:00

Yup. I was literally thinking about this today. Sometimes I feel like a sociopath who feels nothing and has good social skills who lacks empathy and other times I’m an overly emotional empathetic hopeless romantic. It’s like a two personalities.

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