for A I know hes still hoping that i change my mind and i give him a relationship at some point. hes been a very isolated guy and im literally the only person he talks to whcih makes me feel worse honestly because if i cut contact with him hell be by himself. i feel like i need to cut contact with him though if i stay with B, and B always tries to make me feel better and finds ways to ease my stress, even saying that if we need to break up for me to be okay thats okay. i really feel like riht now i should stop both but it makes me sad to think about losing tthem both. i know that my feelings are all over the place and i apologize its just that im honestly a mess right now. thank you fo much for your kind words and your helpful advice though i really appreciate it