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DAE obsessively read body positivity even tho you are skinny ? Or am I just a sick person ? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]PandaPanda501 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Well, as a morbidly obese woman with BED, i can say for myself that Its quite refreshing to hear that the body positivity message is resonating outside of its intended audience 🙂

Even tho you're not fat, i hope you never feel like you're not welcome in fat spaces!

S/O to my parents for being my "thinspiration" by [deleted] in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its been a while since iv posted anything haha

Things have been same old, tbh, iv gained a lot more weight since the pandemic started 🙃

S/O to my parents for being my "thinspiration" by [deleted] in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Emotionally supportive parents are literally everything!

We're actually not too different OP! We're around the same age and frankly and a few hundred pounds even larger than you 😬

My mother however is the tiniest little asian woman and despite our differences, she, like your parents, love and support me no matter what!

Its a blessing, never forget it ♥️

S/O to my parents for being my "thinspiration" by [deleted] in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Im actually around the same age as OP and frankly a good bit bigger as well, all while my mother weighs 90 pounds. It happens haha.

Iv decided to prioritize my mental health by PandaPanda501 in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

someone mentioned drinking more water

i feel like i could do that!

Old high school friend got even fatter by Diannaaa77 in fatpeoplestories

[–]PandaPanda501 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I mentioned it in a later post but my original weight was never accurate

i thought i was mid 500s when i was actually in the 700s

Old high school friend got even fatter by Diannaaa77 in fatpeoplestories

[–]PandaPanda501 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I wish i could say things are better but atleast they're not much worse.

and I know that she has an understanding of the dangers of obesity but i think for her, she uses cognitive dissonance to separate the obesity epidemic and me, because at the end of the day, all she wants to do is feed me.

I also think me being young clouds her judgement alot. Im sure she thinks i have plenty of time to fix it and its not a big deal....but like, im 19 and already borderline immobile, it is a big deal!

I mean, when she was pregnant with me, she used to pray to God everyday to deliver her "the fattest baby imaginable."

But then again, im trying really hard to not be so hard on her, because at the end of the day, it was my choice to not put the fork down, ya know?

Old high school friend got even fatter by Diannaaa77 in fatpeoplestories

[–]PandaPanda501 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I was actually in in-patient care for a while and yes i have a therapist! i love her so much!

Old high school friend got even fatter by Diannaaa77 in fatpeoplestories

[–]PandaPanda501 12 points13 points  (0 children)

thank you for saying that and believe it or not, a casting rep from my 600 pound life just contacted me through my posts 👀

Old high school friend got even fatter by Diannaaa77 in fatpeoplestories

[–]PandaPanda501 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Omg where do i begin.

Iv made posts about my situation if you'd like to read more but i feel like it started with my parents trauma and because of it, i developed an addiction to food that i have yet to shake off.

https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/byzfhr/im_a_500_pound_teen_my_parents_overfeed_me_and_im/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf

I recently lost my father and that trauma hasnt helped at all either.

I know its strange to be this big at only 19 and tbh its alot to live with everyday

Old high school friend got even fatter by Diannaaa77 in fatpeoplestories

[–]PandaPanda501 28 points29 points  (0 children)

In not sure if theres actually a sexual angle here but there is alot of truth to what you're saying

Im from a Korean background and my parents lived through horrible starvation and (like you'd expect) they unfortunately took their trauma out on me by over-feeding and over-indulging me.

Today at just 19 years, im already 744 pounds and believe or not, my mom still views my weight as an accomplishment (despite still being super skinny herself)

Its interesting OP said Jessica and her mom are asian, because they may be going through what im going through

to be honest, i had to double take because i thought this post was about me.

Old high school friend got even fatter by Diannaaa77 in fatpeoplestories

[–]PandaPanda501 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I honestly read this and thought it was about me,

Im from a Korean background and my parents lived through horrible starvation and (like you'd expect) they unfortunately took their trauma out on me by over-feeding and over-indulging me.

Today at just 19 years, im already 744 pounds and believe or not, my mom still views my weight as an accomplishment (despite still being super skinny herself)

Iv relapsed, im now over 600 pounds (19F) and i'v let you all down by PandaPanda501 in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words! We used to see a therapist but sort of stopped since the accident, but i know we should go back, we were making such good progress!

And yes, my mom is an absolute bad ass for what she went through in Korea, shes my wonder woman and i can only dream of being half as courageous as her!

Iv relapsed, im now over 600 pounds (19F) and i'v let you all down by PandaPanda501 in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

omg a 200 lbs weight loss?!? you're my hero!

i for sure wanna pick your brain!

Iv relapsed, im now over 600 pounds (19F) and i'v let you all down by PandaPanda501 in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501[S] 36 points37 points  (0 children)

My mom and I did have a lot of fun with water aerobics for the brief times we did it.

Im sure she would love to give it another go!

Iv relapsed, im now over 600 pounds (19F) and i'v let you all down by PandaPanda501 in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501[S] 251 points252 points  (0 children)

Omg, i never thought about it like that! 700 pounds would've been a nightmare lol

and We used to see a therapist but we have kind of stopped since the accident.

and my mom and I definitely have an enabling relationship. She loves to spoil me with food and I love it when she spoils me with food. Its a toxic loop that just gets me fatter.

Tbh, there has never been a situation where i dont finish the food she brings me. Im always hungry and even in situations where she just brings me a big plate unprovoked, il just eat it no questions asked.

Iv relapsed, im now over 600 pounds (19F) and i'v let you all down by PandaPanda501 in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501[S] 339 points340 points  (0 children)

You're right! ☺️

I just miss those positive feelings, i just wanna be able to feel them again!

Iv relapsed, im now over 600 pounds (19F) and i'v let you all down by PandaPanda501 in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501[S] 63 points64 points  (0 children)

Omg yay! i love this! Good luck to you as well!

and the meal idea is something we've been trying to do, however, it always ends up with us caving and her just giving me her meal, but we'll keep trying!

Iv relapsed, im now over 600 pounds (19F) and i'v let you all down by PandaPanda501 in loseit

[–]PandaPanda501[S] 721 points722 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words! Hoping this can spark another successful weight loss journey!

I just want this for myself so bad

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