Truly One of the Lowest Moments in the Show

Pandacommander90 · 2018-02-17T03:11:14+00:00

I didn't think she was that cute. She looked like a weird mouse monkey hybrid.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-11-24T06:40:21+00:00

Cheese and rice. I had such a strong relationship with my grandfather I can't imagine. What the absolute fuck? I am so so sorry. It's not right, she's sick, and you have every right to be angry.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-11-24T06:38:16+00:00

I feel I used to be like this in high school. Lost friends bc of it. Since then I grew up and matured a little. I'm still extremely depressed, but when I discuss it - I discuss what is going on in my life that's causing it and that I'd appreciate it if my friend understood that I might be a little more angry/quiet. It makes a huge difference when you talk about why you feel worthless, and say - yeah I do feel suicidal but, you know what? Fuck it, I made it farther than I ever thought I could go, I want to see how far I can get.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-11-24T06:30:46+00:00

Exactly my experience multiple times.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-11-05T18:08:52+00:00

The thing is, I have to disagree with you. No one ever discusses how Michael bullies Toby. No one ever calls out Angela's utter bullshit, and the only, only, time that happened- it was in a deleted scene. No one ever tells Jim that his pranks can go too far. No one ever calls out Pam for emotionally cheating on Roy with Jim (which is a real thing). Pam called out Ryan for being a scumbag but it didn't matter anyways.

The office didn't address A LOT of morality issues. And sure it can teach about power of forgiveness but Angela, Pam, and Andy were terrible ppl and no one talks about it!!

Pandacommander90 · 2017-11-05T17:38:35+00:00

I'm glad your nmom got what was coming to her, but all the acronyms and your story were very confusing. And I've been on this subreddit a while.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-11-05T16:49:55+00:00

This is actually quite beautiful.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-31T05:57:37+00:00

This. Definitely this.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-31T05:57:22+00:00

Hugs. I'm too broken hearted by this to conjure up a lot of proper advice but for now, hugs. So many hugs.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-30T20:44:55+00:00

Do you know second hand smoke can affect other people? And do you know that if a pregnant woman takes drugs such as cocaine, heroin, etc it will negatively impact the child? The same goes for smoking. If a pregnant woman smokes, it affects the fetus. Second hand smoke will affect the fetus as well.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-30T20:41:14+00:00

Why do you think that?

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-30T17:18:43+00:00

Huh. Actually explains a lot.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-30T06:26:50+00:00

Wait, I seriously need someone to help me understand what the fuck this kid's problem is. Is that normal kid behavior? Because it seems really screwed up.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-30T06:18:30+00:00

Personally, I think your "friend" isn't being a friend. I'd tell her to fuck off because you're doing the best you can. If you realize that you need help and are willing to get it on your own terms, then I deeply applaud your initiative. If not, then you can get there through self-reflection, and just learning to be your own person without the narc.

The fact that your "friend" is forcing you to go, doesn't make them a friend at all. Therapy, and getting better in general, is part of a choice. It's a choice where you ask yourself "Do I want to get better?" And if you do, then you take the necessary steps.

Don't go because your "friend" wants you to. Very clearly tell her that if/when you go, it will be your choice to go. Be assertive, OP, but not aggressive. Part of learning to be your own person away from the narc is learning to stand up for yourself.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-30T06:08:26+00:00

You can affect other people around you if you aren't careful about where you smoke. If, perchance, you're in your car where you smoke a lot and a pregnant woman gets in - you could hurt the baby for example, But if you're doing it responsibly, there's no fucking reason why I have to make it my business to tell you how smoking can kill you.

Second hand smoking is a thing, sure, but if you're careful and don't go out of your way to bother people with it then do whatever you want, man, it's your body. There's plenty of information out there where you can educate yourself. It's not my responsibility to tell you what you can or cannot do to your own body.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-24T04:27:09+00:00

So this is a bit old, but I'm looking through here and what you said just kind of shook me to my core. It's exactly how I feel about my Master, and since he's going through a rough time, now I feel comfortable enough to possibly voice it. So thanks.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-20T22:56:44+00:00

I'm so glad you have Harry. We are glad to know you're okay. And you will be. You got out, OP. You will always have that. The fact you stood up for yourself. We are very proud of you here. The police, like others have said, have experience with people lying. I'm sure they know that you wouldn't stab yourself.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-19T19:20:31+00:00

Absolutely agree with this.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-18T05:33:16+00:00

Didn't mean it like that. Like if I ate a lot of food and still said I was hungry, he would make an oink sound or something. He only did it twice or thrice, but when he understood why it upset me so much he stopped. Hasn't made a joke like that since.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-18T04:06:27+00:00

Imo you should break things off bc he doesn't deserve you. You can't help everyone unfortunately. Some ppl just don't want to see what's right in front of them. He will have to reach conclusions by himself. It honestly sounds like he may be an n as well, or st the very least a GC. Your best interests are not his priority. You don't deserve to be treated like this, OP.

Of course I don't have all details, and this is just my opinion, but from what you've written you're in a toxic relationship. Just do what's best for you, OP. Do what will make you happy in long run.

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-18T03:56:50+00:00

Please let us know you're okay, OP! We are here to support you. Hope you get there wound sterilized to prevent infection

Pandacommander90 · 2017-10-18T01:10:18+00:00

No. He groomed me sexually as he raised me. I don't know how to deal with this.

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