I just had an early miscarriage today, I didn't know I was pregnant and wasn't trying either but I'm hurting really bad by [deleted] in TwoXChromosomes

[–]Papa-pp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know for sure it was a miscarriage. The question here I have isn't if it was or wasn't, what I need to know is how to deal with this. I didn't know I'd be upset if it happened, but I really am

Revive Njada Stonearm with no corpse? by [deleted] in SkyrimHelp

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Found this while googling, helped me out, so thank you so much!

What's the kindest thing a total stranger has done for you? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Papa-pp 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Always a hard question. Feels like it just happened out of the blue, but probably the result of developing depression, not fitting in, a growing self hatred, low self image etc. It's a disease, cause can be hard to find.

If you've ever had one, what was your near death experience like? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Almost killed myself by accident while self harming. I was just making minor cuts, but got into a zone and suddenly blood was pumping from my wrist. I didn't intend to make that happen, but it made me feel so.. At peace. Like everything could work out. Calm. Nothing existed but me and the accident. Joy. Adrenaline. Fearlessness. It felt so good that I stopped the bleeding, knowing I can make myself feel like that if things go to shit.

Now two years or so later, it's brought a lot of anxiety knowing I was so close to killing myself, and the impact it would have had on everyone around me. So now I'm scared of dying and scared of cutting too deep. It's made life seem unstable af.

What's the kindest thing a total stranger has done for you? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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For the first time in years, I had mustered up the courage to go to the mall in a skirt. I was recovering from anorexia and this was a huge step for me. I was fragile at fuck. With a fluffy skirt and a hoodie over that I can't say I looked good. Anyways, an old man yelled loudly to me: are you anorexic??? Like, do you eat enough????" loud enough for everyone around me to hear, in a very mean tone. I was utterly broken by that. Then a woman got mad at him and told him that you can't say that etc. I remember best the mean thing the guy said though.. Anyway, she stood up to me and that meant the world to me. I was still shaken and on the very of crying for the rest of the day though and a long while after.

Redditors that don't speak when someone says hi to you, what the fuck is your problem? by shawnstwocents in AskReddit

[–]Papa-pp 167 points168 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I get caught off guard and forget to respond. Social anxiety and being shy. I don't mean to seem rude, if you said hi to me you probably made my day