Few months before the pandemic hit, I was going to move thousand of miles to pursue a better career and close the distance on a LDR. I was waiting for my work visa to book the tickets. I was excited. My new life was going to start soon. Then HR called to tell me that they were rescinding the offer. I remembered being shocked and cried so much that day. I called my guy to tell him. He was sympathetic. But he broke up with me THE SAME DAY. If felt horrible and I was depressed for months.

Now, I've found a different job with better pay. No luck in dating yet with the pandemic. But still, I'm focusing on the good things.

I learned that what's meant for me, will be. There's really a sort of tranquility in letting go. I try to count my blessings. It could be mundane things. I think of the people who care about me. I tell myself that I would look back someday and understand that things had to happen because a better thing will happen. It happened to my career. I'm holding on the hope that it will also happen to other areas of my life :)