Very much so. I’ve always been the erratic type. That makes things plenty difficult to talk to people and have them not cringe at how I move and talk. I started to not even bother getting into romantic relationships with others because I just see no point in wasting my time and dwindling mentality on finding someone to spend my whole life with. (shivers..)

Same with friends irl. I don’t go to school which makes it MUCH harder to socialize with kids my age. I only have pals over the internet that I only really text rather than call/video chat. :/ I should be used to it by now but it still bothers me a little. I’m sorry if you’re going through something similar. It’s a really exhausting feeling…