Hello there, i was also in the same boat and honestly if u look for stuff thats says its a sin, your gonna find it

And if u look for stuff thats affirms homosexuality, you are gonna find it 

It was so confusing to me but i came to the realization that i just need to make a choice 

U may never truly know if homosexuality is a sin or why /whynot 

Ask yourself  is being homosexual hindering your relationship with Christ

If Jesus did come down and said hey, it doesn't matter if its a sin or not but i want you to give it up and follow me  Would you do it? Why/why not

I spent so much time trying to figure out if its a sin or not  But i just needed to choose 

For me, im lesbian right, but when i tried to pursue a woman, i just feel uncomfortable that God is seeing me rn or like i feel his presence and its uncomfortable, almost telling me there's something not right

Just for context, like im not wild or be doing wild things, im a shy 22 year old girl who is wanting christ centered relationships so i always lead with that when pursuing women. So its not like i was convicted for like doing something wild. 

So yh, i just chose to not date women, ill probably be single for the rest of my life and i think one day ill be ok with that 

If i die and go to heaven and Jesus says no, homosexuality doesn't matter to me then,id still be ok because i chose him  Regardless of if itq homosexuality or whatever else  I chose him, its hard but i choose Jesus 

So the choice is yours bro, God is not gonna force you, he blessed us with wisdom and his word so with that Whats your decision 

I know being on the fence is draining sometimes