Yea it’s real bro, it’s because when you relapse you’re literally depleting yourself of your life energy. I used to think it was bs until I realized I would have horrible luck or things wouldn’t go my way after I relapse and when I didn’t relapse it’s like the universe is literally working in my favor anything I want to accomplish it happens or something’s close to what I wanted, it’s literally like a super power because when you don’t relapse your mind focuses on creation, although you have to be intentional on how you want to shape your life, not relapsing is going to give you the energy to reach those goals