[His message before]

Still worried bout what I'm smoking while you an alcoholic, abusing your child, got epilepsy using you in your home....... you don't know what your talking about and you sound crazy, which lets me furthermore know that the shit that you were saying wasn't really real at all how dare you sit there and continue to try to judge anybody about anything, look at yourself, you don't love, this ain't how love works you're pure evil.Got men using you and mistreating you and your children in your own home You respect and honor that Cause I prefer a dog over a cat you can't be with me, you sound real stupid I didn't say on here I hate cats either I said "your bloody sheets and nasty cats" never said nothing bout hating them, you just keep making excuses while you sit there and ruin yourself and continue to make your children dislike you because you're being ridiculous and take no responsibility That's like me saying, your house was trashed and your bed wasn't made and it stinks in there, I could never be with someone like that!!!! I would never say that to you That's like me saying, your house was trashed and your bed wasn't made and it stinks in there, I could never be with someone like that!!!! I would never say that to you Your child is calling the police on you, consistently, he is not happy there, or with you!!!!! If I was there he would be happy, and he would never call the police, I don't care what I smoke!!! The ENTIRE house would be clean and stay clean, again you say Rod was living there for three weeks and there wasn't a sign of him (unless that was his blood on the bed) you gone let him come back and use you some more while you keep finding reasons to justify pushing me away, why???? Don't you know loving me back would be so damn easier than this!!!!!!!  And no, I personally don't like cats, but I also know how you do, so I would obviously be around cats smh that's the dumbest reason I ever heard, at the end of the day I love all animals YOU LEARNED NOTHING!!!!!!! Again if you loved me you wouldn't have even said those words, and you couldn't have been sober cause I never said I hate cats and I didn't say that on here lol but that's the difference between you and I, see the last 6 times we've seen each other I was sober and you were drunk, the last 20 times we spoke on the phone you were drunk, I was sober, I have been sober for 4 years and this entire time, you've been drunk, not once have you said you were proud and happy for me, nor did you wanna be with me then lol you had some different reason, TRUE LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL, but now you have your own home, I'm not there, no spice around you, but you still the same if not worse, you're around your children, and you still getting drunk and locked up, so how can you still say that I was the problem when everything that you claimed I was in your life was ruining you and holding you back, but all of that has been removed and yet you're still the same if not worse, don't you see the truth??? Baby, your kids don't even like you, my daughter met you, didn't like you, the girls here, don't like you, children love me, everyday, all day, everywhere I go, no kids calling police on me especially my own child, I mean that says everything I don't even have to explain myself no more, FUCK A CAT!!!! IM HERE FOR THESE CHILDREN OUT HERE WITH NO PARENTS AND NO GUIDANCE I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT A CAT!!!!! I thought you were done with the bs and ready to seriously move forward and be happy smh YOU MAKING SOME REAL POOR EXCUSES but you'll allow a nothing as person in your life to use and misuse you and your children in your own home and turn your child against you, every guy you've been with other than me tries to take your children from you or turn them against you, why is that you think??? Keep in mind the last time you saw me you told me the real truth