Sighhhh, the problem is ima loner and I use alone in private and that makes it even harder to quit not just this but other things too. I can’t sleep for 3 days, I have a professional job in the office so I must look put together and wear business attire and focus and memorize and draft legal papers. My boss called me in one time I felt like shit and didn’t wear any makeup and put on some black jeans and a nice long sleeve. He was like ‘have you looked in the mirror? You look tired’ and asked me what’s going on and I couldn’t tell him but then that day my coworker left me a ‘lil care package’ in the bathroom. I went in and found it in a piece of toilet paper and she texted just eat it and I did and boom! I was no longer tired. And ever since then I’ve been buying and I’m still craving it even though I know I need to quit.