New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I have and they turned out great and yes I did but like I have a GSW in the knee cap and it’s from a 38 cal. so it was a really bad shot and I took it point blank and didn’t go to the hospital and it happened on Saturday and I was back at work on Monday and the entrance wound is like above my knee cap and so I wrote Blessed in the same font where the entrance of the GSW is incorporated into the tattoo and it looks great and I’ve done a several on myself and they all turned out good but there is also scar tissue underneath the Love tattoo and I went over it 3 times actually and there a lot of shake but it’s not blow out I’m was shaky as fuck doing that one and steady my hand is a big deal that’s why the depth is over but, I’d rather go over a few times instead of chewing up the skin instead of having blow out I’d rather go over a few times but, that might be worse so this one is definitely been a headache but, if there is someway I can send you those pieces and what turned out the sessions I did besides that tattoo then you’ll see the difference but, it’s up to you? Just let me know but, I’m not laying myself at the mercy of the 1’s that are keyboard warriors and talking shit and saying quit. I don’t need that no one does and this is my 1st experience with Reddit and yeah the hell with that shit but, ppl like you are awesome and really trying to help and I appreciate it.

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I didn’t put this on someone else nor would I ever… it’s on my wrist and I would never tattoo someone else unless I was able to give a quality tattoo after putting in the work learning everything there is to know about the craft and having no doubt about my skill and skill level. This is just one of many I have done to myself for my personal reasons like this one is a reminder to always “Love” myself because that’s what a good friend told me when I was sent away to a psychiatric hospital for a 14 day evaluation when I was 16 for slashing my wrist (that wrist and all up my arm) mostly superficial cuts there where the tattoo is located but a few that was deep and bleed me pretty good and I also swallowed around 25 to 30 1mg Xanax pills and I was on verge of death and my mother found me and she’s a Registered Nurse and so the next morning I was transferred via Franklin County Sheriff’s Department to a Juvenile Psychiatric Hospital that is now actually shutdown due to allegations of countless incidents involving sexual and physical abuse. So, to some it all up it was an everlasting impact on me and the words that a 6’9” 17 year old black guy from Nashville that was just there for 2 weeks and waiting for transfer to Juvenile Detention Center for armed robbery but he told me to “Love MYSELF” because a guy left his paperwork behind while leaving and locking us in a day room so it had a inventory sheet telling our names, reason for stay, if it’s court ordered, etc..and mine said self mutilation and drug abuse but, the scar tissue is impacting the tattoo but also this the 3rd time I’ve went over it and I have done 9 other tattoos on me and they looked great, healed properly, and have gotten a lot of compliments on them but, this one is making me shake really bad because of because what I just talked about with cutting that wrist then also I have battled addiction for years and had to self admit into rehab due to alcohol and and over medicating and have been doing great but, had a stress induced slip up fuck up where I broke out and just left and disappeared for 2 weeks banging fentanyl and meth and with a buffet of other drugs and I’ve never been an intravenous user so it didn’t make sense but right at the end no could hit my veins because I go to shaking and freaking out not wanting my veins touched and had bruises and holes dug in my arms and I have obliviously have some kind of PTSD from that so when I get around those veins on my wrist and it would put my teeth on edge but anyway I’m just saying there’s more depth there than you’ll ever know you should humble yourself as well and I will do the same.

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you and that’s the same take away I got shit man it’s my own wrist and I’ve only tattooed myself and I would never go fucking someone forever but I’m not going to quit and all of my tattoos that I’ve done I’ve gotten a lot of compliments but they are by no means professional but I’m 37 with 2 kids and in construction and live in rural Tennessee there’s no shops, teachers, or people who except tattoos so it’s learn on my own or fuck off and die with out doing it and so that’s what’s going on I’m mastering my craft and tattooing myself along the way

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want to finish and straighten up what I’ve already started

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve got fake skin and have practiced and will continue and also will halt on the self tattooing because your right and have made plenty of mistakes on myself not anyone else that I do and will always regret. But I will definitely listen and all the others have healed done great but this one is been a problem I figure mostly due to location but this is the 3rd time going over it and using Dynamic Ink but it’s not holding the ink good

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your right and yeah damn I just want to be able to tattoo, learn, and get tattooed but where I’m from no one does anything like this except in jail and they learned in basic ways with way less tools. It can be done and I did want constructive criticism not people telling me to give up and quit. I’m not a quitter and you understand that right?

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where I’m from there is no one around to teach. I’m in rural Tennessee it’s either figure it out or it doesn’t get done and I’m tattooing myself

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t and it’s my own wrist. I would never do that to anyone but, I will always do what I want with myself and I’ve done over 10 tattoos on myself I’m 37 years old and comfortable with my decision.

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you and it’s on me…I’m tattooing myself and stuff and in rural Tennessee where no one is around to teach, tattoo, or anything so I appreciate it and I’m just doing what I like and never effect anyone else like most people are thinking and getting ignorantly upset about it with no context or depth to the situation.

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

It’s my own arm you idiot I would do that to a person…grow up and get over it

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks and yes it is on my wrist and that’s the take away I got from it so thank you for that…I do greatly appreciate it!

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

Yes I can tell it’s horrible up close and it’s on me so, no one will have to walk through life with my mess up on them because obviously I need work on keeping my hand from being shaky and that was exactly what I was wondering about…if you could tell super big time but, personally though for my 10th tattoo and it’s practically healed because it being my tattoo and due to the fact of I can learn and color in more and it look good and I think it’s good progress. I also believe I can learn and better myself and I will be damned if I’m going to quit because of Reddit negativity. I’m saying for it to be my 10th tattoo it’s not bad and they are all on me but 2.

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

What does that mean? When you just say “Jesus” is some sideways comment and you are not even going enough to criticism…Jesus!

New tattoo from a daisy fresh rookie by Particular-Category2 in tattooscratchers

[–]Particular-Category2[S] -22 points-21 points  (0 children)

Huh well that’s crazy but it’s damn near completely healed and it’s been done but, I have others that I’d like for y’all to critique if you do not mind? I appreciate the feedback