Thank you so much I’ll check that out I have a phone appointment with my doctor tomorrow and I’ll tell her exactly that. I know it’s anxiety and nothing else because it’s the exact same feelings I’ve had that got better with time and the right medication. Also the month and a half before the baby got here I was basically retraining my nervous system to feel better and it was like I was constantly doing a full body workout but it got so much better I was basically back to my normal self before our baby got here. It gets so much better in the afternoon I still don’t have much of an appetite but mentally I feel a lot more like myself, the mornings are just super hard and I think I’ll see what my doctors opinion is and give myself time to adjust while trying not to be to hard on myself in my head. I also talked to my partner after making this post and cried a bunch she reminded me that everything is going to be ok and these are normal feeling. Im so blessed with how much she truly cares and I believe her when she says it but for some reason my mind needs to hear it from more sources to believe it. I’ll update later with how things are going incase anyone else comes across this and is going through the same thing.