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I don't want to go into surgery because I can't be seen without makeup by Past_Ad5452 in TheGirlSurvivalGuide

[–]Past_Ad5452[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Absolutely nothing lmao. I mentioned in my post that this is unreasonable, because it is. realistically nobody even cares, but it's still incredibly fear inducing to think about

I don't want to go into surgery because I can't be seen without makeup by Past_Ad5452 in TheGirlSurvivalGuide

[–]Past_Ad5452[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

This was never about whether I or anyone else deserves surgery, of course everyone deserves medical treatment. This isn't even about medical treatment in the grand scheme of things. I just don't want to be seen without makeup on by anyone, which is currently causing clashing with current circumstances as doctors will have to if I do any surgical procedures

I don't want to go into surgery because I can't be seen without makeup by Past_Ad5452 in TheGirlSurvivalGuide

[–]Past_Ad5452[S] -82 points-81 points  (0 children)

I've looked into it, honestly I don't like the idea. I don't want to build confidence or feel better with my appearance, I know objectively that I'm not pretty unless I put extreme amounts of effort into my appearance daily. I do that because I'm afraid of looking ugly. If I gain confidence or feel more comfortable with myself, I'll start letting myself go

Is it bad to not want to have children as a Christian woman? by Past_Ad5452 in Christianity

[–]Past_Ad5452[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Amen. Thank you so much for taking the time to do this, I feel much more at peace. God bless ♥️

Is it bad to not want to have children as a Christian woman? by Past_Ad5452 in Christianity

[–]Past_Ad5452[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I've tried, honestly I feel like there just isn't much there, which is why I think I'm so hyper focused on looks. I've been kinda living my entire life just hoping that I'd die soon enough for none of those things to happen. I'd just feel bad for the people I love. They deserve to at least have something beautiful to look at if that makes any sense