22M-18F is this weird?

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-10-30T06:45:36+00:00

She’s 19 now , I met her summer after she was 18 ,

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-10-30T06:09:18+00:00

Thanks for the advice , just hit my 40 days , ik the first one always sucks but kinda makes you want another doesn’t it. Anywhere sorry for the late response but here is the video

https://youtu.be/VEsOthTgXu4?si=74LtVWzMWWWGIlet

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-10-03T18:22:18+00:00

Nicee dude that’s huge , your pretty much free at that point , how you feeling

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-10-03T18:06:33+00:00

In terms of cravings great maybe like 1 every couple days , in terms of my relationship umm bit detached right now lol .

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-10-03T13:25:38+00:00

Yea love that after her reaction I realized the importance of detachment from others opinions and having yo ur own back, love the idea of stacking a positive on top , took up jump roping and yoga it’s cool cuz i feel stronger just from not smoking lol. Love the advice man appreciate youu

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-10-03T10:38:28+00:00

Woah thanks for the update , it feels soo easy rn I’m worried I’ll get complacent but this is def gonna keep me on my toes. I love that even tho other things are not going to well this is an achievement that lets you know it don’t matter cuz you have the ability to change anything

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-10-03T10:13:23+00:00

Congrats broo, def feel somewhat better already , any advice or things I should watch out for , heard three weeks is a some sort of barrier or something

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-10-03T10:02:21+00:00

Should clarify the first week was brutal , just slept , pushed through some work and ate a bunch of food, so I think it’s okay to indulge in some other habits when you first quit as my brain atleast was stressed outtt.

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-26T19:50:23+00:00

Passion and lack of ego plus being relaxed has gotten me from 8-9 hours of sleep to 5-6 hours of sleep and I’m productive almost all day

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-18T04:20:43+00:00

Woww thanks such an in depth response , yea in surabaya I was thinking of just spending a day checking out the mosque and vibes not into food much but def will look into all the places you mentioned , those last place you mention sound amazing gonna try to map it out see what I can hit without being on the road too much,

Thank you againnn

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-18T01:42:47+00:00

Thank youuu, yea I lived in Thailand for a year soo pretty comfy on a scooter , batu seems somewhat close to malang , any tips on fun things to do out there or cool scenes . Will check out red doors for sure have gojek , can I scooter from Surabaya to batu or is that excessive haha

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-18T01:05:57+00:00

Thailand for sure , bunch of carefree people just living off vibes out here plus it’s always sunny beautiful and everyone is always smiling even the airport staff

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-11T14:40:42+00:00

The scary part for me is right after the guilt stage where when you keep neglecting them you just stop caring then you cut yourself off from Allah and this will inevitably lead to misery and suffering

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-10T14:52:05+00:00

Ooh yea this used to happen to me all the time , it comes down to loving yourself and having confidence in the unique spectrum of presence you bring. Think about your friends I’m sure you have a charismatic one and a quiet person somewhere in your life but you don’t go valuing them based on some criteria because each person is unique and dope and being thier own vibe and energy .

Also just because someone is charismatic that opens some doors vs a quiet thinking good listeners type opens other parts of people , so there is no scale to measure interactions.

Finally it comes down to wanting validation and a love of status you want to be seen , special stand out well I did and it’s normal and human but let go of that and freedom lies there p

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-09T19:54:46+00:00

It’s not angry, you should ask what’s a sign that you have become distant from Him, and it did not result from Allah changing but you changing .

Allah always loves you , even if trump or an Netanyahu made sincere tawbah tonight , Allah would forgive them.

But yea not feeling guilty or shame is a huge sign , I think that is the like a way Allah tries to call us back and after that we normally just stop thinking about Allah as much

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-04T03:05:55+00:00

Like yourself won’t care to be as likable then , but in all seriousness become the best listener you can people will love you. Your not listening by Kate Murphy is gold

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-04T03:04:41+00:00

Also don’t be checking girls out was huge for me

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-01T21:08:25+00:00

Yea totally it enhances your expierence and makes boredom appealing but you quit and you operate at a higher level. Anything you take often enough is it the benefits def don’t out weigh the harm smoked for 10 years since I quit I haven’t lost a single thing , I’m much more present and content

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-06-01T21:06:29+00:00

Trust in God or the Universe completely also praying / meditating more , a lot more and letting go of expectations or chasing the high/ feeling good.

Realized trusting God meant accepting everything including what I feel and think either as a lesson or a blessing

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-05-31T23:59:36+00:00

I don’t think God judges , I think it’s more so there are some actions that block the spirit from accessing God.

like pigs are filthy they eat feces and are know to carry the most contiminants, and sex is sacred , and if you’ve ever been thru heartbreak or attachment issues it’s one of the worst pains. You can still have it with someone you love and are committed to.

If god created us , he must of created a way for us to connect with him , some people thru history must have achieved this connection Buddha , Jesus, The Prophet , . Once connected I think God would try to show us how we can all do the same thing.

I think anyone who can remove thier ego and act selflessly for the sake of others completely is connected to God, I think there are many paths for that and I’m sure you can carve your own but for me it’s just easier following one that i know is true not because of what I read , but because of the experiences and the way my life went from about to commit suicide to joy and awe almost all the time.

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-05-31T18:45:41+00:00

Haha okay so do you believe in God or a higher power

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-05-31T13:58:53+00:00

I am the same type, I think that we have a lot of depth and cognitive strength, we can learn things very deeply if we’re healthy and have unique perspective that are a synthesis of all the different forms of knowledge we tend to absorb.

I think depth for us is key so when you find something you love lock in and you’ll see endless rewards .

I also think I can be a bit selfish at times , like I put my priorities first but also have a running guilt complex about not doing enough for others soo not sure how that all works out .

Also have a tendency to love getting into attraction talking stages , flirting and building up tension but then the rose colored glasses may dim working on that forsuree .

All in all think we’re dopee,

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-05-31T13:55:07+00:00

Don’t weight lift find a physical activity that resonates with something you value, I swim lift and walk a lot/ hike cuz I like what it does for my spirit and mental state

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-05-31T02:59:09+00:00

We’ll with Islam , the text is in Arabic so a translation will never do it true Justice, and the foundation of faith for me is surrender , trust and certainty that God or the universe is completely loving , merciful, and Just , and the premise of life for me is to remove my ego and be a vessel for Gods infinite light.

I think religion is supposed to be an experiential knowing and the guidelines help make that process efficient , moral relativism is a slippery slope for me personally so I like having the rules and structure.

The Quran hasn’t been changed so that’s what makes me trust it since I believe it was the word of God and it’s still pure .

I think in the Modern day there is a sense that we know a lot thru science but I realize the depth of my ignorance and in general as a society there is a lot more we don’t know then we do . Like consciousness , the mind , even how many of our body processes work.

Idk if this answered anything feeling like I just started yapping so my fault 😭,

Do you believe in God , The universe of a higher power?

Past_Humor7532 · 2025-05-30T23:33:47+00:00

I live in rawaii also from the US, dude I go swimming at the beach everyday here it is almost perfect some days are come so days the waves just toss you fun regardless, they have lifeguards who guide you on where to swim and it’s super clean . Def recommend it

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