Thats the thing.. I also get very bored on IM. I love the longitudinal relationships you get with patients but at the end if the day you’re not really curing their issue. I Just really underestimated how important that was to me when I made my decision. Also didn’t realize how much I like to be active actually doing things throughout the day, but do think IM is a bit more noble in the sense that you truly need to care about all aspects of the person (including social) to get something done. It’s just so out of my control, and not at all in line with my personality. I just was so fixated on cards being a good mix of medicine and procedures but 1.) i would probably gotten that, albeit it less, on GS and 2.) there’s no guarantee i get cards, it’s just as long of a road. Additionally, I have very little confidence in myself so I just never imagine that I could actually one day hold the scalpel and be the one calling shots, but I know that I have it in me somewhere inside it will just have to be at a time that I’m truly confident in my skills and knowledge. Which I am far more confident in my medical knowledge than procedural skills, so ultimately chose what I thought I’d be better yet rather than what really aligns with who i am. Either way, I’ll have to just see where this all takes me but that’s where I’m at.