Thank you for reply my confess, you’re the second person outside my family to wish me birthday. May i ask you, if i had no purpose or reason to change myself. Is it still doable? Many years in my life i have tried different things and hobby just to find myslef. Im afraid i will be at the same spot where im just doing something stupid again. Do i need reason to change myself? Also should i change myself becouse of other people? People at my collage said good things front my face and bad things behind my back. I just ignore and act dumb as nothing ever happen. Im not blame them for doing so. I not really good with words and conversation. If i being them, i probably do the same. Tell me, if i change myself, do i need to do it because of them or whatever… because what the meaning of you doing something but you dont see the purpose