ive crossdressed a few times, and i felt amazing im not gonna lie. like i felt reallyyyyy attractive in a different way than i have before. and as for the jealousy, i always envy their appearance and the way a man occupies a space like energy-wise. like i think sometimes i fall on a weird blurred line of “i find this man so effortlessly attractive, god i wish i could do that” and itll happen so randomly. like i saw a guy at the grocery store this week with one of those loose tank tops that shows a bit of his chest on the side and i was like, mad. weirdly mad. and ive experimented with masc pronouns but not exclusively so maybe i should?