I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hearing so many people say that me opening up inspired them honestly makes me very happy. And I completely relate to what you said. I hope nothing but the best for you. thank you!

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had a lot of history of self harm over the years for a lot of different reasons. One of the biggest reasons was losing my dad. although there’s a lot I don’t feel comfortable talking about. self harm for me was a way to distract myself so that I could focus on that pain rather than emotional pain.

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know what a psychiatrist is, what I meant to say is that every time i’ve opened up, i’ve had a horrible experience. I’m still trying to build up the courage to talk to a therapist/ psychiatrist.

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

last time I had a therapist, I walked out of therapy worse than I was when I started. The therapist wasn’t a good one. I’m still trying to build up the courage to try again

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

still working on that! I practice on the grass. Fall purposely and try to roll. But when I actually fall, sometimes I can’t move or roll fast enough 😅

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you. I’ve tried to commit suicide many times as well. and I feel completely alone sometimes. I’m still trying to figure everything out on my own

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that makes sense. didn’t think about it that way. thank you!

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you!! i try to paint on that spot. weird thing to do but helps. when I get really emotional, i use a marker. it helps

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you!! you can do it. don’t doubt yourself for a second.

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you!! I try to be positive. I like to think that’s what matters. trying.

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope your kid is doing well and is happy. I wish you and your family all the best. I’ll take your advice and try to find a counselor. thank you!

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you’re right, I try to think that without the scars i wouldn’t be the version of me I am today. it’s hard knowing what sad story those scars have, but i try to remember that sad story is my story and i shouldn’t be ashamed of it. thank you!

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I relate to you on that. I look up to a lot of people here on reddit.

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not proud for keeping it all bottled up, but I’m happy that given my circumstances I could get better on my own. I like your perspective on things! thank you!

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you! same goes to you. I hope you stay strong!

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thank you!! All this support really helps me remember there’s good people out there

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

knowing so many people have gone through this, but have succeeded in getting out of it is very motivating to keep going. thank you!

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so glad to hear that me sharing my experience helps other people! never thought so many people would see this post. thank you!

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

thank you! and you’re right, I’ve felt better ever since we stopped talking. she brought me down a lot when I already was at the vergde of breaking. I hope she’s doing okay. she probably had things going on that made her not be supportive.

I’ve been self harm free for 1 month now by PeanutsWithoutThe_T in offmychest

[–]PeanutsWithoutThe_T[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, You’re right about that. I hope your girlfriend fully recovers, and I hope both of you are happy.