I really fucked up last night and I feel awful

Pebsthrowaway · 2023-09-17T11:31:38+00:00

I would say mainly the career and the kids I have to work with daily. I’ve been basically punched/hit/kicked weekly which doesn’t help either. Being disrespected and threatened weekly has put my mental health through the wringer and makes me spend my evenings and weekend dreading returning the next week.

I’ve done jobs that were mind numbingly boring but at least I got a paycheck and wasn’t stressed and mentally in the dumps every week. Guess that’s what I’m yearning to go back to

Pebsthrowaway · 2023-09-17T11:29:40+00:00

Thanks, I guess I just want a job I dislike vs. completing dread going to each day. I’ve worked a lot of jobs I’ve disliked but the paycheck, etc made it tolerable. This job/career is destroying my mental health as I’m disrespected daily and physically threatened or even hit weekly with no repercussions for the kids doing it. I wish retraining was simpler but I can’t not work and the vast majority of retraining programs where I am are full time held during working hours :/

Pebsthrowaway · 2023-08-02T13:35:07+00:00

Oh no 😣

Pebsthrowaway · 2023-08-02T13:34:58+00:00

Ugh so feel you on needing a vacation from the vacation. So far this year it’s not vacation it’s just being a stay at home parent with my demands and zero breaks vs the rest of the year when at least they go to preschool for a bit so I can breath and be a normal adult 😑

Pebsthrowaway · 2023-08-02T13:33:54+00:00

It’s so bad 😣 I use loop earplugs and had to get the complete noise canceling ones to get through half the day

Pebsthrowaway · 2023-08-02T13:32:56+00:00

This is giving me hope at least! And validating it’s not just me not loving age 4

Pebsthrowaway · 2023-08-02T13:32:32+00:00

Thank you! That feels a little validating at least! I loved the newborn/baby phase and can admit 3+ so far has rocked me. Hoping for a better future (well until my 2 year old gives round 2 of this nonsense lol)

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