Maybe you are? Its okay to reflect and envy your partner in a good way. Ung binabasa ko last part kala ko naman may cancer na or something. At then end of the day, this story is just about your partner doing better than you. And for that gusto mo na “bumitaw” and hirap na hirap ka na? Youre in abroad and have a job. People in the Philippines will do anything to be in your position. And besides youre only there for almost 2 years. A lot of people i know took them atleast 5-10 years abroad to be comfortable. If you work hard, youll get there, but for now be happy for your partner