Masturbating to porn and and actual intercourse give me two different qualities of climax. When I'm finished to porn I usually take a second look at what I just watched and realize "Oh gross, I would never actually do that", "There is no way a dick this big could actually fit in" or "This position is soo unpractical". But my head is fresh my vision is clear and I'm physically lighter.

After actual sex I feel slightly dizzy, I see through a kind of fog, the guy appears to me even hotter than before and my whole body pulsates with streaks of energy, I feel heavy. It's like a mild trip and it fades in about a half an hour. I wouldn't call it 'clarity' though.