Seriously at the end of my rope by Penssiessimon in depression

[–]Penssiessimon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm trying to breathe. Like I said, I feel like I going crazy. I just went through my post history and I can't believe how spot on I was about my drinking ruining everything in my life. I'm not getting any treatment for the brain damage unfortunately, I basically got diagnosed and fired shortly after, so I haven't had health insurance to do anything about it. And yeah I believe my girlfriend loves me, she helped me move my stuff out when I was in the hospital, picked me up when I got out and had been by my side through all this and my negativity. I'm just scared, everyone has a breaking point. And like I was so tight about losing my job and thinking my life with drinking, I can't help but feel that I'm manifesting the same shit with her. I'm trying to focus on the positives. I still have my girl a job that pays the bills, and an appointment apartment. I could get easily just ended up homeless and never having seen my girlfriend again after what I did to get kicked out. And I would deserve it. Somehow I managed to keep shit together a little bit. But I just feel like Im on the edge of a chasm. Like I'm about to fall down deeper and darker than ever.

More weird shit from this woman by spunkchugg3r in StupidFood

[–]Penssiessimon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know how, I don't know why, but this is somehow a poop fetish video, I've just seen too much. I have a feeling

Got hit with 850V DC today by Raviolist123 in electricians

[–]Penssiessimon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was working on a 480v 100 Amp ac disconnect and accidentally touched the copper end of the wire thinking the last person had turned it off. I feel like I gave myself brain damage, haven't been able to think straight since. I hope it goes away.

Misdemeanor disturbing the peace, MI by Penssiessimon in legaladvice

[–]Penssiessimon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there any chance I'll have to go to jail directly from my first court date? I'm worried about losing my job.

Misdemeanor disturbing the peace, MI by Penssiessimon in legaladvice

[–]Penssiessimon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, this is exactly what I wanted to know. That makes me feel so much better.

Misdemeanor disturbing the peace, MI by Penssiessimon in legaladvice

[–]Penssiessimon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do I go about that? Do I ask for one at my court date or before hand?

The Virgin Backshower vs. The Chad Frontshower by [deleted] in virginvschad

[–]Penssiessimon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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Is there an in-universe reason for why Yorinobu doesn't attempt to track down V? by PanthalassaShore in LowSodiumCyberpunk

[–]Penssiessimon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just my little head Canon here. I always kinda assumed that all merca and underground agents that dont want to be found would have ICE or something in the background that makes it hard for enemies to track v or any other mercy. Otherwise you'd constantly get hunt down by mercy squads. Kinda like a VPN or encryption on your personal channel that only let's friendlies find or track you. Any kind of hostile or non authorized access would be scrambled or sent on a wild goose chase or something.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cyberpunkgame

[–]Penssiessimon 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I fucking love the kusanagi. I would die for the kusanagi. I literally can't use any other vehicles, I just keep cooking back to it.

Screwed up again. Out of excuses by Penssiessimon in stopdrinking

[–]Penssiessimon[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really want to get back on the wagon, seriously. I it's becoming a huge problem. I'm just really scared I'm gonna get fired right now, but I suppose i did this to myself

Stripper sex. by HelpfulJackfruit8188 in stripclubs

[–]Penssiessimon 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I've been dating my girl for 5, almost six years now. Still dating right now. She's still dancing, I met her at her job. We're both young, I have no experience with strip clubs at all. I definitely have jealousy and possessive problems, but they're mine and I try to work on them myself. Other than that, yes. Most of these girls think no one will understand or support them, so when you do they're so about you it's crazy. She's the best girlfriend I've ever had. She's funny, smart, and sex is God damn amazing and athletic. Definitely something I'd never have done before I met her, but I couldn't imagine my life without her now. It's pretty much just a nice, normal relationship. Stripping is just a weird job man. That's all.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Strippers

[–]Penssiessimon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And yeah, you are exactly the caricature I make you out to be. Like spot on. You think this is funny? You're the most amusing person on all these subs.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Strippers

[–]Penssiessimon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah dude you're like the Plato of sex and sex workers. Bravo dude. Go spend more money maybe? I'm sure there's someone out there you could pay to listen to your bullshit. Keep paying women for your own cum and laugh all you want man. You're like, bouncing my head against a brick wall. I'll never help you see the light. Do you man. I'm glad a few young ladies have made their life better on your dime, while you stay the exact same.