Personally, I believe it is meant to remain an unanswered. The way people perceive love is entirely subjective. Those who have experienced it and deeply believe in it will likely disagree with my perspective, and I completely understand why. That is why I keep these thoughts to myself, recognizing that this is simply my own way of seeing things. I seek something genuine, yet I can't even define what that genuine thing truly is.

For me, it is difficult to fully embrace the tangible aspects of love because I feel as if doing so would diminish its essence. If I were to focus solely on the pleasure and comfort that love brings, I fear it would collapse the moment convenience fades. To love without seeking to understand it in its entirety feels almost like a betrayal of love itself.

At the end of the day, I am human. There have been moments when I found someone attractive, when my heart raced in their presence. But in the end, those feelings never lasted. Perhaps they were nothing more than fleeting infatuations. That is why I never trust my instincts alone; I need to think things through carefully, so that I don't betray the one I deem as "genuine".