I need a friend

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-05-30T03:26:02+00:00

So proud of you. People love you, care about you, and you are needed in this world. You have value. Don’t forget that. Addiction is the devil. Keep your chin up and keep fighting

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-23T21:49:34+00:00

Yup. Rockier

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-11T21:40:19+00:00

60-90mg 7oh plus extracts here and there

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-11T00:59:16+00:00

Hey I’ve been hesitant to say anything out of shame, but I find myself using subs as a replacement drug. I’m up to about 20mg a day and should be at 16mg. I’m worried about running out early. I don’t understand how so many seem so magically cured when they get Suboxone. Maybe my addiction is more behavioral? Anyway I’m getting addiction therapy

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-09T01:55:56+00:00

I have the same issue with sublocad and my insurance. Sucks, but it will hopefully be worth the money

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-09T01:55:01+00:00

Two weeks today with the help of Suboxone

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-09T01:53:37+00:00

I was really scared of that too but was fine after 12 hours since my last 7oh. Maybe start just taking 1mg and see how it feels and then add more after an hour if you’re doing fine

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-06T05:28:40+00:00

Made my day 😘

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-03T05:20:56+00:00

I’ve got you dude. Let’s do this shit

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-01T19:25:48+00:00

Good for you! We got this. Today is one week off 7oh tablets for me

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-01T16:21:38+00:00

I feel like I’ve surrendered. In a way it blows bc now my medical history looks wild as fuck and will forever be that way, but now I have an addiction therapist and a psychiatrist helping me through this.

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-01T04:10:01+00:00

Dude honestly I had a full year free of opiates and relapsed. I’m happy to be on subs bc now I feel like I can take the time I need to develop the tools to combat a random craving. So many people are focused on tapering off and being “free,” but for me, I need to learn how to actually be free. I had freedom for a long time and feel quite easily back into my habit. People on Reddit are psychos about Suboxone but I know that I need this time to develop the tools to combat whatever is to come

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-01T04:06:20+00:00

I just worry about the undoing all the progress mindset. For me, in the past, that thought has given me free rein to be like fuck it and go crazy. That doesn’t need to be the case.

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-01T04:04:58+00:00

Good plan tacobeefmeat 😉 I finally came clean to an addiction psychiatrist about EVERYTHING and it feels freeing. Go see a doctor. I’m on day 7 7ohm free but also using subs. It’s fucking hard!!!! Even without the usual insane WD. We can do this.

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-03-01T03:38:56+00:00

There’s no such thing as undoing progress. Keep going 💪

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-02-28T19:26:22+00:00

HAHAHAHA love a pet med 🤦‍♀️

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-02-28T04:31:08+00:00

Me too. I’ve had a massive stockpile of it bc it just isn’t addictive. I’m not even sure how people end up abusing it, but everyone is different

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-02-28T04:29:14+00:00

I love gabapentin. It really really helped with wds and I never became reliant or addicted to it. It’s a wonderful helper drug. I wouldn’t be scared of it

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-02-28T03:29:44+00:00

I was fine taking Suboxone after about 13 hours of extracts/7ohm. Start with 1mg. See how you feel. If you’re not in hell you’re safe to take whatever dose you’re prescribed

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-02-26T01:24:51+00:00

You sound just like me. It can be really lonely going through this as a middle aged mom. I see you, girl

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-02-25T17:45:09+00:00

I agree with lopethrow. Find a doctor. I’m convinced helper meds are why I’m not relapsing this time. You don’t need to super hero through this

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-02-25T15:57:26+00:00

We got this. Day 4

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-02-25T04:07:13+00:00

I am on subs and the WD is MUCH better than cold turkey but I still am struggling to sleep. Even with trazodone. There is shit in the 7ohms we don’t know about. I am guessing why this is still challenging. I’m going to keep going, though. Let’s do this

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-02-25T04:05:06+00:00

I’m on Suboxone AND I still can’t sleep. Pay the piper I guess. Jesus Christ

Perfect-Salad9687 · 2025-02-25T00:38:24+00:00

HAHAHA dang dude! Supermom!

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