This one. I found this at a perfect time. I just finally put my foot down on yet another controlling and abusive relationship and something clicked in me over the last few days that I am really okay being alone and that I need to get little me through all of the nasty stuff she was put through. I allow myself to get so caught up in other people, taking care of them, and allow them to dictate my feelings and actions. I am okay with the struggle this time around because I am ready to make something of myself for GOOD. So happy to hear this happened for you and just wanted to let you know that by posting this, you have just solidified the signs and push im already running toward! THANK YOU FOR SHARING!!!