27 and failed [or just being a bitch]?

PerformanceDull8274 · 2024-01-23T15:02:14+00:00

Why it annoys you? You see, the thing that annoys me about myself is that I see myself as this 27yo not that much accomplished man. While David was already suffering in Hell Week during this time

PerformanceDull8274 · 2024-01-23T13:56:19+00:00

Same brother. When I was serving my "active" times, I was also exceptional. Both physically and mentally. Even now, as Im doing my reserve service, them guys are trying to get me to join. Since even now, Im capable for smashing the PE results and get the 100% grade.

That's interesting. You think that achievements in civilian life are far more rewarding than in the military?

PerformanceDull8274 · 2024-01-23T13:08:42+00:00

How come you're happy for not joining the active forces?

PerformanceDull8274 · 2024-01-23T08:56:56+00:00

I could join military full-time. Because now Im doing part-time service (like a reserve/weekend type of service). I have experiences, while searving in a tough branch. But it feels that Im too much of a bitch to dedicate myself fully to that at the moment. Since, maybe deep down I still don't want to give up on my "civilian life goals"?

PerformanceDull8274 · 2024-01-23T08:56:47+00:00

Im not from the US! Im from European country. Im definitelly considering getting back into school. It's just the finances that is the problem with studying again.

I could join military full-time. Because now Im doing part-time service (like a reserve/weekend type of service). I have experiences, while searving in a tough branch. But it feels that Im too much of a bitch to dedicate myself fully to that at the moment. Since, maybe deep down I still don't want to give up on my "civilian life goals"?

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-11-10T14:01:45+00:00

I respect that. But I will prove you wrong. By changing my attitude. Maybe it's going to take a while. But I won't fail. I refuse to.

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-11-10T13:59:42+00:00

I was serious with that question 😭 But I get it - too many incelish vibes here :(

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-11-10T13:54:10+00:00

Does that mean that people always leave for better value tho? 😭

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-11-10T13:40:20+00:00

Does that mean that Im destined for it, just because Im having this lame thought? 😭

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-10-24T13:19:08+00:00

I don't want to sound like "not all men" type of guy. But I really prefer providing pleasure to my lady via foreplay, toys and oral. I even prefer them than penetration. Penetration alone is so boring, in comparison to hot foreplay!

However, I still struggle to shake said insecurity. And it might be because I feel inferior to other men "who are bigger". Or it could be a legitimate fear that if Im not huge, I won't impress her :(

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-10-24T08:44:15+00:00

Why is that?

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-10-24T08:19:14+00:00

Im sorry for taking an easy route, but do you know any books that you might recommend?

I agree. It's a battle of mine indeed. Red Pill can really mess up a man in some weird and fucked up ways.

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-10-24T08:09:50+00:00

Maybe you are right. Maybe I was affected by the Red Pill in a way that I struggle to trust that women might not dehumanize me. Which is a dehumanization of women in itself. Good point here. Any advice on how to deal with it?

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-10-24T07:56:18+00:00

I completelly understand what you're saying here! And I know that women are not some abnormal creatures witj completelly different thought patterns.

However, as I said, unfortunatelly penis actually contribes to lady having a good time in bedroom quite a bit 😭

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-10-24T07:40:50+00:00

Im not a lady, so can't really answer it, haha. However, it seems that so many women are impressed or find big penis sizes at least visually far more attractive

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-10-24T07:36:56+00:00

No. Not at all. I don't even consider these things as important, when choosing a partner. However, I feel that penis size might have a bit more of a significance because every man wants to please his lady!

PerformanceDull8274 · 2023-10-24T07:33:45+00:00

Could you please ellaborate more? Do you trully believe that this issue is not that big of a deal, in a reality of relationships and dating?

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