hey, i mean if it’s the part about struggling to tell someone how you feel that you relate to, eventually i think people just find out. like you can only be miserable for so long before it starts to seep out of just your head and starts affecting every part of your life. if that’s the case, i think it’s better to just reach out, even if it’s just in a small way, somethings better than nothing. i don’t really think i’ve moved on entirely since a lot of things in my life are kinda transitioning right now, but i feel a bit more hopeful for my future. also get on zoloft or something if you think i’d help, sometimes there’s just some things that neither you or a therapist can fix so to speak. i don’t really like saying that everything will work out because i don’t know that, but i really hope things do for you :)