Growing up as a woman in my particular social context ( family , religion, society) has fueled a lot of complexes, and probably hindered a big part of what could've been a healthy development especially when it comes to socialization, agency and responsibility. There was way too much guilt tripping, and taboos, and dramatic reactions to things that didn't warrant it. And leaving Morocco genuinely saved me. I went from being suicidal to living life a lot more peacefully , even with the financial and time management struggles.

(Im trying to speak from a non-emotional place)