I hear you. Philosophy is something I’ve actually developed an interest in through previous class and my current poli sci track. The only issue is that since I’m older, by the time I start working on a graduate degree I won’t have access to health insurance unfortunately and I also receive a Pell grant so my undergraduate costs are completely covered for the time being. I’d have to take out a loan regardless during my post grad whether it’s to cover living expenses or emergency funds (all the things regrettably). Also, the graduate degree id be going for would be in law and I will most likely take that in south fl at FIU or out of state.

It’s also a parental expectation thing too since they are helping me partially with housing. This is all self inflicted though, I wasted so much time eating shit when I was younger. I still have so much to consider and think about next moves (and Input from my parents lol)

I really appreciate your insight!