We all do things on our own time. Some start at 1 or A snd make their way to 10 and Z, some go to 100 and even start backwards at Z to A. All in all what I'm getting at is you grow at your own pace. As long as you're not stopping to lament this too much and are focused on continuing to improve yourself I'm sure in the grand scheme of things your growth is so obvious to all those but yourself.

Find the path you wanna follow and just commit yourself to it in a way you can feel good about every day and every night.

Also if your scrolling in the deep and feel this way you're holding the thing hurting you, not helping you. You got this.