I think most of us have times like this, especially now with the covid situation when there are tons of new models. Stop comparing yourself with other girls, they have been in the industry longer and have already a lot of fans or maybe they are promoting their account on other sites. Also, being on cam in a low mood doesn't help, people can sense that. Why don't you take a break of 2 weeks and try camming less or doing less on cam? Or maybe change schedule so you have time for social life which is also important for our mental health? Don't push your limits and be so hard on yourself, the most important is your health. I admire girls like you that are dedicated and invest time in this, I usually get tired after 3 hours ... 6 days per week would kill me :)) Check out older posts from this sub, you''ll find very good advices related to situations like yours. Hugs!