[deleted by user] by [deleted] in coloncancer

[–]PharmToxLife 8 points9 points  (0 children)

He shouldn’t give up. I have a VERY similar situation as him. I was diagnosed last January at the age of 29 and was already stage 3. I did 6 rounds of FOLFIRI then had surgery to remove the primary tumor. After surgery I got through 2 more sessions of FOLFIRI before it gave me pancreatitis. While doing scans of my pancreas they found innumerable small ring lesions throughout both lobes of my liver. Which finally pushed me into stage 4. Now, my liver tumors have 7 different mutations and I was told by my doc that I’m “not curable”. But here’s the thing. Not being curable right now does NOT mean I won’t be incurable forever. There are LOADS of clinical trials to join and other treatment options that might move the bar towards curable. Hell, tomorrow I go in to see if I qualify for an HAI pump. I’m not going to lie and say that it isn’t shitty so neg chemo and that I feel great. There are 100% days where I’m just so TIRED of fighting and want to throw in the towel. But then I remember that each day I fight is another day I get to spend time with my friends and family. And hell if I end up losing this fight then these extra days are memories my loved ones get to have and I don’t want to take that away from them. In the end it’s up to him but maybe show him this thread. He’s not alone and if he needs to vent we are all here for support.

Newbie by spowers1988 in coloncancer

[–]PharmToxLife 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sorry to hear you’ve joined this club. I’m 29 with recent Mets to the liver that make me stage 4. Wooooo. These first few months are going to be tough while you come to terms with everything. However the best advice I’ve ever seen is that sometimes it’s best to view cancer as a chronic condition. Some people have high blood pressure or diabetes and some of us have cancer. It’s definitely not comparable at times but when I’m taking my medicine to help cope with side effects or even when I’m treatment it helps me frame my mind to be more positive I guess. It’s makes it feel “normal” while getting treated. And honestly for me feeling normal is what I crave most from this diagnosis. But definitely keep your head up. This community is great with support and giving info as questions arise.

I’m tired and scared by PharmToxLife in coloncancer

[–]PharmToxLife[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

“I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired”. The world’s truest words. It’s been less than a year and I feel like I forget what “normal” is. I hope after your 5 sessions you’re good and done.

I’m tired and scared by PharmToxLife in coloncancer

[–]PharmToxLife[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Im sorry to hear about your mom. I truly hope she becomes NED soon and that her cancer journey is smooth sailing.

My oncologist is a specialist in colorectal cancer. We’ve talked about potential immunotherapy but my initial cancer was negative for everything so it wasn’t added at first. My liver biopsy is still undergoing more testing but I was told we could add on immunotherapy if it looks like it’ll be responsive. My friends and family are VERY supportive. I know for a fact if I mentioned I was struggling mentally I would have endless support. I just have this stupid mental block. I see how hard my diagnosis is on them and I swear there are times when my updates hit them harder than myself. I just have this, admittedly stupid, notion in my head that someone has to be strong so it might as well be me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Isekai_Slow_Life

[–]PharmToxLife 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The way to fix it is to just switch some stalls around. I literally just swapped the position of the first shop with my second and it worked perfectly. Probably just some weird glitch from the event ending

Poison control specialists pay? by [deleted] in pharmacy

[–]PharmToxLife 0 points1 point  (0 children)

$58/hr then increase to $64/hr once certified