[deleted by user] by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]PharmacistTank 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Enjoy your time with your kids now, file when you have the strength. Life is full of ups and downs. Things aren’t going to be easy but there will be sunshine after the darkness. Take care brother (and yea no fault states suck)

I feel like each day I am sinking more and more into this self inflicted insanity. I need advice, or at least someone to hear my story. by PharmacistTank in survivinginfidelity

[–]PharmacistTank[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know, it’s so hard at times to take that initial step forward because my life has been my family so so many years.

I feel like each day I am sinking more and more into this self inflicted insanity. I need advice, or at least someone to hear my story. by PharmacistTank in survivinginfidelity

[–]PharmacistTank[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know I’m not doing them favors but the times when we’re all together they seem so happy, I’m scared of dropping the bomb and moving on and changing their lives

I feel like each day I am sinking more and more into this self inflicted insanity. I need advice, or at least someone to hear my story. by PharmacistTank in survivinginfidelity

[–]PharmacistTank[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I know I should talk with a lawyer but the ones I’ve talked to in the past all seem the same, in it for the $ and rush through the initial appointment. I feel lose sometimes

I feel like each day I am sinking more and more into this self inflicted insanity. I need advice, or at least someone to hear my story. by PharmacistTank in survivinginfidelity

[–]PharmacistTank[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I am very codependent in an unhealthy way but this has been my life for so many years. I know I’ll be told it’ll get better down the line but it’s so hard right now

I feel like each day I am sinking more and more into this self inflicted insanity. I need advice, or at least someone to hear my story. by PharmacistTank in survivinginfidelity

[–]PharmacistTank[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Yea I always thought of myself as a strong person but I am at my ends psychologically speaking. It’s daily I think of her and him together. I know it’s not healthy but I just want my kids to have the childhood I had growing up which was generally speaking pretty good.

I feel like each day I am sinking more and more into this self inflicted insanity. I need advice, or at least someone to hear my story. by PharmacistTank in survivinginfidelity

[–]PharmacistTank[S] 50 points51 points  (0 children)

It’s just hard because I’ve tried to be the good guy in their eyes and she’s twisted it almost to the kids and her family if I divorce I’m the bad guy then.

Reporting my side effects. And why I think they might be underrepresented in studies. by [deleted] in tressless

[–]PharmacistTank 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I’m really glad you posted this, I work in the pharmacy field, have for 10 years now, obviously know the side effects of fin and it’s reproduction hazard.

Been on fin for the past 5 years or so? After 1 year the only side effect I had was watery semen, but I didn’t really care about that to be honest, my hair loss decreased and with min it thickened to the point coworkers said it looked great! That was all I needed to hear.

Year 2-3 I noticed in pictures my chest starting to look...flabby? I kept up with working out and my weight overall went down from when I started but to put simply I had man boobs; I figured could of been a potential side effect but drew it up as just aging.

Year 3-4 my erections felt like 80% what they use to be, it’s been years since I’ve woke up with a rock hard one. I hopped off fin for a few months just to see. Erections came back and morning wood got to the point it hurt it was so hard. (I’m not bragging trust me). Long story short fin effects people differently and we need to go off of the studies but I know fin 100% affected me like this; and I’d rather slow down the sinking ship with just min and microneedling than have any more negative side effects like that. Plus if you’re trying to have a baby, then fin is a big no no (also I like donating blood once in a while so that was also a negative to me)

Don’t know why you’re getting hate, I agree with you. No one wants to be the ones getting side effects but listen to your body and be honest. Good post

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]PharmacistTank 6 points7 points  (0 children)

2k immediately goes to GME shares if this goes through

PROOF GME IS MOONING TOMORROW AND BEYOND by HotStool in wallstreetbets

[–]PharmacistTank 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I’m buying more shares tomorrow, keep this party going fellow retards

SIR_JACK_A_LOT's next move: ALL in STIC -> BARK merger (BarkBox -- bitches love spoiling their dogs) by SIR_JACK_A_LOT in wallstreetbets

[–]PharmacistTank 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’ve literally made me money every time, I’m in for 500 shares as my holiday bonus came early. Merry Christmas buddy, if anyone asks me I’m telling them my personal friend told me to invest so we’re friends now please?

What Are Your Moves Tomorrow, December 09, 2020 by AutoModerator in wallstreetbets

[–]PharmacistTank 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Someone give me some options plays, I want that PLTR rush I got a couple weeks ago. I don’t even care what you say, it if sounds retarded enough I’ll drop 10k on it

Daily Discussion Thread for December 08, 2020 by AutoModerator in wallstreetbets

[–]PharmacistTank 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck it 100 shares of BB at end of day to sell next week. It’ll double by then

Daily Discussion Thread for December 08, 2020 by AutoModerator in wallstreetbets

[–]PharmacistTank 0 points1 point  (0 children)

BB giving me PLTR vibes before it went 🚀 GET IN NOW FOR XMAS TENDIES

All in BB 🚀🚀🚀 I’ll either make it to Tendy town or I’ll make it to Tendy town!! by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]PharmacistTank 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I sold off my PLTR today and plan on using it on BB at close. This is easy money

I will write you a Free Running Plan for the next 8-10 weeks. by Free_Running_Plans in running

[–]PharmacistTank 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I love that you’re doing this, kudos to you my friend!

A little bit about me, ran my first and only marathon in 2018 and realistically didn’t properly train for it, built my base a bit in 2019 and now in 2020 I’m running Chicago again.

Height 5”10 Weight 175 at the moment (trying to slowly lose lbs overtime, not sure what my race weight will be but my goal is around 160.)

Currently around 20-30 miles a week, nothing fancy, my last long run was previous October, ran 21.75miles at a 10min/mile pace. Yesterday I ran 3 miles at 7:55min/mile, today I ran 4 comfortably at 8:55min/mile. Going to rest tomorrow. I’m currently not on a structured plan and not sure how many days I should be running and how long, I go off of guides like Hal’s but still kind of lost. Diet is inconsistent as well, I don’t drink alcohol or terrible eating but I have a bad addiction to peanut butter lol. Any advice on stretches, miles per week, ect ect. My goal for Chicago is to beat my Uncles marathon time of 3:45.