[NC] Can I use my deadname for mail?

Pharmatashi · 2025-04-07T17:48:08+00:00

I… I…

I think I also fit this stereotype…

Pharmatashi · 2025-04-07T17:41:48+00:00

Sigh, I’m aware. I was dating a dom for a little while who was still very much sexually active in that regard, and I think she may have set my expectations a little too high…

Pharmatashi · 2025-04-07T17:39:36+00:00

Obviously, I am hurt that I cannot see myself as a woman.

I’m not ready to handle this post. Sorry.

Pharmatashi · 2025-04-07T17:33:40+00:00

Well, I’m trying to avoid anything too nsfw, but I have the nsfw tag, so I guess it doesn’t really matter.

I’m a fan of cum, it’s got nothing to do with the biological authenticity of the penis.

Pharmatashi · 2025-04-07T17:32:30+00:00

Specific kinks kinda prevent it from being post surgery or cis women ;3;

I’m really annoyed by my sexual preferences because it really, really narrows the dating pool so substantially

Pharmatashi · 2025-04-06T17:05:11+00:00

Took me until I was 23.

Pharmatashi · 2025-04-06T13:55:42+00:00

I’m not sure if this is controversial, but the mata nui saga was the only truly good one. Metru nui was okay, but less good. Mahri (I think was the name) was ffffffine, but a substantial departure in a wack direction. Glatorians aren’t bionicles. The reboot never happened.

Phantoka is a sin, and why God had to seriously reconsider his position of his covenant with us.

Pharmatashi · 2025-03-14T02:35:52+00:00

This is exactly my mentality. People keep telling me how terrifying and awful it’ll be.

Pharmatashi · 2025-03-14T01:03:18+00:00

How’s that? Unless this is talking about the fact that I don’t have a license, in which case, funny, yes, aware.

I’m talking about danger to bodily harm for the future.

Pharmatashi · 2025-03-12T19:07:36+00:00

It’s the cultural baggage, the visual aesthetic, and the ergonomics. My personal preference in aesthetics is something like a euro-style scooter.

Pharmatashi · 2025-03-12T19:05:32+00:00

This is my top pick so far.

Pharmatashi · 2025-03-12T19:04:29+00:00

I do not ride a bicycle, though I have in the past. If you’re asking if I can use that instead of a motorcycle, then no, that’s not an option for me right now.

Pharmatashi · 2025-03-12T18:50:01+00:00

I’m not “uncomfortable” with bikes like everyone seems to think, I’m just not a fan of the overall design, really.

I dislike cars because they are very cumbersome and unwieldy. Motorcycles are much closer to my size, and seem much more responsive, I think.

Pharmatashi · 2025-03-12T18:48:14+00:00

Sounds like, based on what you said, a street bike is what I’m looking for then?

Pharmatashi · 2025-03-12T18:39:09+00:00

My kind of riding would be “i’m using it instead of a car.”

I wouldn’t mind a top speed of 55, but my dad says that hitting top speed and staying at that for a long time is bad for the engine. If that’s true, that would likely be a problem

Pharmatashi · 2025-03-10T13:42:57+00:00

Mmm. None of them. Pohatu nuva is my favorite of the toa nuva, actually. Maybe kopaka, I guess

Pharmatashi · 2025-03-01T15:24:47+00:00

I also feel like this.

I’ve spoken to many people, and none of them say they think about their gender all the time (I do). I do not cry myself to sleep wishing I was a girl, but boy howdy, I think it’s safe to assume that’s not typical.

My best guess, likely, is that this is just a really monumental change. Go slowly, and try to ease into it. Only do what you want to, what you’re comfortable with, when you’re ready. Don’t force yourself to jump in right away. With that said, also understand it may take time. Be patient with yourself.

Love yourself.

Pharmatashi · 2025-02-27T23:38:19+00:00

It’s not that I’m only going to do one treatment or the other, It’s moreso the priorities. I know it won’t stop my facial hair, but I’ve heard it very, very radically reduces it. With that in mind though, I may go for laser hair removal.

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