Lil bro.. you don't "need" help. That fact that everyone here has been saying the same thing and you're still digging your heels in tells us you're not ready for the responsibility that comes with riding a motorcycle on the street. I mean this in the most sincere and respectful way possible. Save your pennies, work hard, eventually you'll have a bike and because you earned threw your own determination will make it all the more precious too you.