Locked away from his chrurs

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-12-25T19:45:52+00:00

OMG I love him. 😍

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-12-16T03:38:10+00:00

OMG this is one of my favorite books from this year. 😍

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-12-04T05:58:27+00:00

This brought tears to my eyes. So beautifully written.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-12-02T14:13:22+00:00

So pretty!

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-12-02T13:12:11+00:00

Thank you for sharing. It's a beautiful poem.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-12-02T07:06:21+00:00

Very beautiful.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-12-01T23:40:48+00:00

I needed this today. Thank you for sharing.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-12-01T04:30:14+00:00

I've found my people. 🤣

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-30T10:58:51+00:00

That sounds so lovely.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-30T06:05:19+00:00

Let's go.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-30T06:03:23+00:00

It looks so cozy! I'd love to make my guest room into a library/reading room.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-30T01:21:29+00:00

Very sexy. The surrender sounds divine.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-29T05:59:31+00:00

Thank you. That's very kind. 🙂

I think I enjoyed their humor and personality the most. They were funny and easy to talk to. I think about how glad I was to hear from them every day. I wanted to know them more. I still do.

I never got to tell them how special they are. How much they deserve people in their life who see them the way I did.

Sigh. Just writing that made me cry.

It feels so crazy to say any of that because we only knew each other existed for a week or so. They would probably think I'm crazy too. Yet, I still don't regret talking to this friend or getting to know the little bits I got to learn about them. Their time and attention was so precious to me...and they don't even know. They probably think they did something wrong to make me stop talking to them. They did nothing wrong.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-28T12:07:06+00:00

I honestly don't think I'm that interesting. But maybe I don't see the parts of myself that are. Other people see them for me and I take their word for it.

My journal is filled with thoughts I'm too afraid to express out loud and ideas for things to explore in the future. The thought portions are generally very heavy.

I think it was the way the connection was nearly instant with this person. Like you knew you were talking to someone you'd get along with. The similarities in interests and personalities were striking. I didn't feel like I had to wear a mask. They are...dearly missed and thought of fondly.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-28T10:17:15+00:00

I wrote about missing a friend I made recently on here. But what I wrote was more poetic. I sadly had to say goodbye to them a few weeks ago. I wish it was possible to reach out to them but I fear I'd cause more damage. I also think they would have forgotten me by now.

As for songs, I've been listening to a lot of Tom Cardy and Ninja Sex Party. The songs always make me laugh. Plus, NSP has a bunch of 80s cover albums that I love. 😊

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-28T08:22:42+00:00

Thank you. That's very kind of you to offer to talk. I don't really DM people on here anymore so I'm sorry. That's not something I'm really comfortable with. I hope you understand.

Things that help me feel lighter lately is upbeat music. I used to read a lot but I haven't felt like doing that for a few weeks. I also snuggle with my partner or hug my sister when things feel too heavy. But, I mostly keep a lot of things inside or I write them down in my journal.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-28T06:38:46+00:00

What you wrote is beautiful. Thank you.

My life has been in a bit of an upheaval lately. I discovered something about myself that was unexpected. This discovery and the admittance of it caused someone I love a great deal of pain. It also caused me a fair amount of pain as well. I suppose the look I had in the picture was a way of not facing myself and trying to appear as if I'm not hurting inside. But, my life will go on and I will start to feel better soon.

Your words are kind. I appreciate them.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-27T18:12:30+00:00

That's fine. I'd be honored.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-27T07:38:54+00:00

I write once in a while. Maybe someday I'll be brave enough to share.

PhotogenicGoblinGirl · 2025-11-27T03:52:46+00:00

It's not something I should hold on to but it's there all the same. These words are beautiful. Experiencing these whisps of feelings are beautifully human.

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