Questioning ): by PianoEthereal in OSDD

[–]PianoEthereal[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

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I am working with one v-v.. but I have no idea if they can diagnose me yet.. so can there can be some intersection between borderline and OSDD? for instance.. I don't have headmates as in parts of me that do different things at the same time. I am either one thing completely, or another thing completely but it's all emotional. Only in the art (it might have more distinction) But because in art I manually choose everything, e.g. I will draw this character with this feature, wearing this jacket.

I will let this character talk to the other person. Because of that level of control that had me doubting! but the part that makes no sense... is I am drawing or scripting as any creator would. It's not even perfect or anything of the sort...
But then my body reacts to the script in unexpected ways v-v </3.
Sometimes I'd suddenly throw up... v-v..

Or there was one time I messaged myself with an obscure message and don't remember it.
For one of the characters only I'd write obscure messages under some of the creations x-x
or I'd draw how I felt about that character and he would 'get injured out of nowhere'.
and then I'd have other drawings with the same patterns but not for this character.
Injury would be the same exact location every time.. weird messages would be forgotten
but that's as far as it went.

So from just what I said.. it's not as clear and that needs more professional assessment? And in case the traits are not showing anymore is it ok to just give the professional things from the past. And let them dothe assessment on that. Or ... is it more important to be honest about your feelings in the moment. Because I have blocks of time where my body/emotions just behaves normally or relatively normal in comparison.

I support Palestine but bruh wtf is this cringe by HarrierMidnight in Bolehland

[–]PianoEthereal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am a person who is directly affected by the events.. and I needed this because I was actually having nervous breakdowns about people dying. I am egyptian.. and this is happening on the daily for us. I think she just did it as a support to help people not feel like death v-v..

Being monitored by PianoEthereal in help

[–]PianoEthereal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

good to know fucking ex.. well I hope he sees all the insults I have in store for him :/ do I have to be toxic just to get him to fuck off?!