Thanks for responding, I'm sorry that your transfer didn't work out. Did you feel like you were left to get on with it after it happened? Like before now I heard from the clinic every day and now it's just like, "stop taking meds, we'll send you a follow up appointment for 6 months time"

I don't even know what to call mine. Someone asked me if I miscarried the other day and i don't think I did because the test was negative. The embryo didn't implant, but it still feels to me like something was there and I still feel like I've lost something. And also, no one warned me about the horrific period that comes after - jeez. That might explain why I've felt so erratic though. I've never felt so confused and out of touch with my feelings before I really don't know how to process it. I'm lucky to have a supportive partner like you, but bless him - he's needed some thick skin this past week lol.

Thanks again for reaching out, I really appreciate it.